Saving Graces and Steeling the Nerves...
I have had someone agree to pick up my medications and send them to me here in TX...
I am nervous as all hell about it, as I have a tendency toward mistrust at the moment.
Combine that with my own tendency to flakishness and I get a bit worried...
If this turns out OK, I think that it should provide considerable impetus to making me put more effort into my own life, and making more of an effort to do things in a more timely manner and finish things on time.
Otherwise... I sit here, cats milling about as I nervously exist through each moment until such time as I discover a small package in the mail that will allow me to do what I need to get the hell back to CA...
I am nervous as all hell about it, as I have a tendency toward mistrust at the moment.
Combine that with my own tendency to flakishness and I get a bit worried...
If this turns out OK, I think that it should provide considerable impetus to making me put more effort into my own life, and making more of an effort to do things in a more timely manner and finish things on time.
Otherwise... I sit here, cats milling about as I nervously exist through each moment until such time as I discover a small package in the mail that will allow me to do what I need to get the hell back to CA...