Apr 28, 2008 12:11
I'm on the bus right now, heading to KB's job. The bus driver is in
training. I am comforring myself with the idea that if it is my time
to go, it is my time to go. I am also working quite hard to keep from
getting a concusion as his brake skills are amazingly lacking.
tomorrow he learns how to use the wheelchair lift.
The whole purpose of this ride is so we can go do the final walk
through of our house. We're closing at 10:00 tomorrow. At this
moment I cannot tell if I am excited or queasy.
For several years now, I have been bugging my husband to buy a house.
A new manager took over our apartment complex and she is running it
into the ground. She was the catalyst and now I have cold feet. I
find this horribly amusing.
It doesn't feel real yet. It isn't ours yet either but soon. I've
been getting all of our utilities turned on today and over the
weekend. I ordered new dsl service and the network admin said I was
probably more experienced with DSL than they are. They may ask for
help if they run into something weird. Not a problem.
I'm also purging items this week. I put on one of my favorite shirts
on yesterday and it was a tent. I hadn't realized how much weight
has come off until then. I finally decided on what before item I am
going to keep. The suit I wore to Anthony's memorial service.
Everything else has to go.
we're almost there. I am still alive!