Takk....
Hello Everyone out there in Live Journal land,
As you might have noticed I have taken the sabtical leave from the journals of online content. This will be a post to return to my banter.
Much has happened in the past few weeks. Mostly George and I calling it quits and becoming only friends. I couldn't bring myself to be with anyone any longer when I myself was dying inside. I've decided that for the moment being, I don't need people, I need me.
Me. Something that I havn't thought of in a long time. And not me as in what you see, but what you don't see. The idea of self was best recognized by buddah guatam who's ideas of the middle path were astounding even to the most present in the known world. Reading these teachings for the first time in quite a quite a while, i realize that my presence is gone. sticks and stones.
However, on the bright side, I was very happy durring that relationship. it was the only thing that kept me sane durring the summer. made me look forward to comming back.
yea, i have to go now.
As you might have noticed I have taken the sabtical leave from the journals of online content. This will be a post to return to my banter.
Much has happened in the past few weeks. Mostly George and I calling it quits and becoming only friends. I couldn't bring myself to be with anyone any longer when I myself was dying inside. I've decided that for the moment being, I don't need people, I need me.
Me. Something that I havn't thought of in a long time. And not me as in what you see, but what you don't see. The idea of self was best recognized by buddah guatam who's ideas of the middle path were astounding even to the most present in the known world. Reading these teachings for the first time in quite a quite a while, i realize that my presence is gone. sticks and stones.
However, on the bright side, I was very happy durring that relationship. it was the only thing that kept me sane durring the summer. made me look forward to comming back.
yea, i have to go now.