i just want to put it out there, even if its not entirely true.

[saintcerulean]

i am sitting in this cafe

(misspelling it to say cage, then erasing)

writing these letters and

listening to liz phair and

i am sore and

almost satisfied but

i lay next to you all last night and

thought of other people and

couldn't even go to sleep.

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but, really, you are a champ in the sack and

more than a-ok with me its just that

i have so many things to do and

i get so distracted and

whats a girl to do?