Dec 02, 2004 00:48
The fog is so thick tonight, i can barely see the building across the empty lot from where i sit, huddled against the cold on the balcony. Its nice out here, the fog muffles all but the most persuasive of noises, dimming them to a pervasive roar. There's so much white between me and the cars passing below, the vehicles look white with snow.
Interesting day. The man came by today. Which was good. We needed to talk, and I needed to clearly define some boundries for us. Which I did, and know we aren't really talking to each other anymore. Which is fine. No, its not; its unfortunate. I'm really sorry it has to be this way, but thats how he is. I can respect that. And hope it won't always be that way.
I feel, well, stronger for it, I think. A bit more confident. I hope the feeling is still there in the morning.
Today was the last day of Pop Culture, aside from our Group Presentations on Monday. It was kinda sad; this was the first college class i can ever remember feeling completely engaged in, in a long time. Now its over. But I'm going to continue to volunteer with Adam, and try to take more classes along the same vein, like Media Studies. I'd love to take another writing class next term. I guess we'll see.
Anyway, hands are frozen now, and I need to get work done, so I'm off.
'Ta