isnt it funny how, despite how we may try to avoid it, time changes? how, just thinking back to freshman year, my friends have changed so drastically i cant even think of the words to describe it. some friends i just drifted away from, or this and that happened and they dont like me/i dont like them/ we dont like eachother for whatever reason, but ( Read more... )

i am consumed by the number 8.

im scared.
are you?

 i realized for the first time in a lonnnng time, im happy.
minus the whole college situation.
i dont even wanna THINK about college.

what the FUCK.

i just dont know anymore.
i miss people that dont talk to me anymore and i hate it.
i hate missing people.
and i hate losing my mind.
in front of people.
im too easily annoyed.

ouch.
that's all i have to say about this.

it was so right, why did it have to go so wrong?

6

2005- i miss you so much.