Don't remind me...

[saint_of_spades]

Well, I feel pretty cruddy...
Can't say its not my fault though...
Feeling miserable every day just like once upon a time...

Seriously, theres some irony in here somewhere...
Last summer, this situation depressed me so much that I got totally shitfaced once...
And this summer, I got totally shitfaced once...and it made a situation that is making me so depressed...

...Its no easy task to walk in my shoes.
Anyone feel like taking over for me?

I've seen and felt things deeper and sharper than many ever will...it seems my hell on earth never goes away, just takes vacations once in a while...

Ah well. Its not like I can do anything about this all right now...except think, and when I start to hurt from thinking, just forget...

-Broken Love,
Buchheit, the Saint of Spades