Ohhhhhhhhhhh I'm so fucked.

Dec 06, 2005 17:53

I can't pay my tuition. I can't get the damn loan I was accepted for, because of a damn computer error. I can't borrow enough money from my Grandma to cover it...She could lend me the 1100$ I'd need if the damn loan would f'in go through...But not 3697$! I am soooooooooooooooooooooooo fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeedddddddddd.
Plus, there's another big issue I can't openly discuss... It's very private, but its weighing heavily on my mind.
Then, to add insult to injury, my family's still got to go back to court, and I have to deal with all that f'in drama and stress...And I have to try and protect my sister...She doesn't deserve to go through all of this shit. I had to when I was her age...and look how fucked up I turned out! I have to save her from this fate.
ANNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDD for the grand finale, there's finals coming up soon. And I have no fuckin clue if I'll pass math or not. I'm failing so terribly...and even if I get an A on my math final, I have no way of knowing if that will pass me. I am so boned.

Why can't this shit just get easier? I mean, haven't I gone through enough!?!!?
God damn. God damn it all.
I am so pissed/depressed/scared.
Can I even make it through this?

-Buchheit, the Saint of Spades
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