dreams, continued.....
i think i finally figured out the last dream. it wasnt like it was supposed to be forgiveness for all sins and acceptance of me back into her life....
i think it was forgiveness, and a blessing, and wanting me to find something better, like she helped me to be where i am right now.
for those of you who dont know, i found the most amazing woman. she amazes me with her strength, she has been through hell in her life, and yet still has the strength and courage to stand here today and fight, when even i would have given up long ago. she is smart, damn smart, and sometimes even gives me a run for my money in the brains department. not tooting my own horn, but i aint no slouch myself.....
i could see myself being with this woman forever. even more so than it ever was with R. it just feels different, feels stronger..... and i am just gonna jump on and ride with it wherever it goes....
i think thats what the dream was about, wanting me to move on, and find something spectacular.
she helped me do it, even if it was all jumbled memories from the past, it was all her.
Thank you, R.
i think it was forgiveness, and a blessing, and wanting me to find something better, like she helped me to be where i am right now.
for those of you who dont know, i found the most amazing woman. she amazes me with her strength, she has been through hell in her life, and yet still has the strength and courage to stand here today and fight, when even i would have given up long ago. she is smart, damn smart, and sometimes even gives me a run for my money in the brains department. not tooting my own horn, but i aint no slouch myself.....
i could see myself being with this woman forever. even more so than it ever was with R. it just feels different, feels stronger..... and i am just gonna jump on and ride with it wherever it goes....
i think thats what the dream was about, wanting me to move on, and find something spectacular.
she helped me do it, even if it was all jumbled memories from the past, it was all her.
Thank you, R.