577: Sounds like a crush.
Okay, you learn something new everyday. What'd I learn?
Shooting b-roll footage at night, alone, in Downtown Fullerton is not as easy as I'd hoped.
Yeah...I've gotta reschedule that idea soon.
I haven't been feeling all that great these past few days...but you've gotta try and move on.
The idea of being in a relationship was completely soured yesterday. I was in line at Chipotle, during a busy peak...and I'm stuck behind a couple. They were about 18 or 19 years old...but they were so disgustingly lovey-dovey that I got tooth-ache, and I was surprised I was able to hold my appetite.
The idea of being that attached to someone just seems weird to me.
I don't know what's weirder, that idea, or the fact that I feel that way.
These days, I'm not really attracted to anyone at all, not in any way like I used to be attracted to girls left and right. The most I really ever feel for another girl is a quick fleeting crush...typically on a female musician that I'll maybe see at open mic for one or two sessions. Fleeting is the right word.
When I think about it, I might only be interested in one girl...yes, a singer-songwriter...but, "interested" is a stretch...it's a small crush. I see her maybe once a month, seeing that's how often she does shows at Plush. The last time I saw her, I was really under the weather, so it just seemed very inopportune and inappropriate to ask her out for coffee. Despite that, I wasn't crushed...because I'll see her again after she's done touring.
It wasn't until recent that I realized that I realized "Hey, she's cute, and I'd like to see her before her next show at Plush."
Still...this crush is only minutely less fleeting than others...however, it has stuck to me a little longer.
I noticed that she tinted her hair the last time I saw her. It looked good on her.
It's a stretch. We're both busy people.
She goes to school. She does shows a lot. She tours.
I go to school. I work. I'm trying to see if this music thing is going anywhere.
Maybe next time.
If not, I'm not crushed. It's not the end of the world...but it's a nice thought to ponder the possibility of coffee.
Shooting b-roll footage at night, alone, in Downtown Fullerton is not as easy as I'd hoped.
Yeah...I've gotta reschedule that idea soon.
I haven't been feeling all that great these past few days...but you've gotta try and move on.
The idea of being in a relationship was completely soured yesterday. I was in line at Chipotle, during a busy peak...and I'm stuck behind a couple. They were about 18 or 19 years old...but they were so disgustingly lovey-dovey that I got tooth-ache, and I was surprised I was able to hold my appetite.
The idea of being that attached to someone just seems weird to me.
I don't know what's weirder, that idea, or the fact that I feel that way.
These days, I'm not really attracted to anyone at all, not in any way like I used to be attracted to girls left and right. The most I really ever feel for another girl is a quick fleeting crush...typically on a female musician that I'll maybe see at open mic for one or two sessions. Fleeting is the right word.
When I think about it, I might only be interested in one girl...yes, a singer-songwriter...but, "interested" is a stretch...it's a small crush. I see her maybe once a month, seeing that's how often she does shows at Plush. The last time I saw her, I was really under the weather, so it just seemed very inopportune and inappropriate to ask her out for coffee. Despite that, I wasn't crushed...because I'll see her again after she's done touring.
It wasn't until recent that I realized that I realized "Hey, she's cute, and I'd like to see her before her next show at Plush."
Still...this crush is only minutely less fleeting than others...however, it has stuck to me a little longer.
I noticed that she tinted her hair the last time I saw her. It looked good on her.
It's a stretch. We're both busy people.
She goes to school. She does shows a lot. She tours.
I go to school. I work. I'm trying to see if this music thing is going anywhere.
Maybe next time.
If not, I'm not crushed. It's not the end of the world...but it's a nice thought to ponder the possibility of coffee.