saviour.
strip me bare of fame, fortune, family, friends and every other attachment, be it in the form of people or material, that have been growing around me all these years. they all don't matter when i'm there, at this spiritual plane, one on one with god.
i'm not known to be the religious sort, surprising even myself now that i devote a day to finding peace within myself. and it is such a beautiful thing when you look deep down inside you as a person, realise your mistakes, the people whom you've hurt, your strengths, the faces of people you put a smile on and of course, the people in your life who matter. apologizing to those affected on a spiritual level and getting a pat on the back for the good i've brought into this world.
this doesn't happen overnight. but all it takes is time, dedication and belief. and this is how i've made peace with myself. i may be only 28, but i do realise the damage i've really done to the lives of some, and also the good i've done for others.
i just needed to find myself before i got swept away mindlessly by the waves of life. and true enough. the pulsating beam from a lighthouse.
i have been saved.
i'm not known to be the religious sort, surprising even myself now that i devote a day to finding peace within myself. and it is such a beautiful thing when you look deep down inside you as a person, realise your mistakes, the people whom you've hurt, your strengths, the faces of people you put a smile on and of course, the people in your life who matter. apologizing to those affected on a spiritual level and getting a pat on the back for the good i've brought into this world.
this doesn't happen overnight. but all it takes is time, dedication and belief. and this is how i've made peace with myself. i may be only 28, but i do realise the damage i've really done to the lives of some, and also the good i've done for others.
i just needed to find myself before i got swept away mindlessly by the waves of life. and true enough. the pulsating beam from a lighthouse.
i have been saved.