Dec 02, 2012 18:12
I didn’t know what to say
all of the books have been written
The weirdest fucking themes run through this story-
like dominance and masochism
And it’s pretty deep, heady foreplay
I love him, I love him, I'm so sorry
as a person, I can’t do anything!
There’s an idea about who I am that’s eternally projected onto me
I am a boy
I was a kid
I was no one
but I couldn't say I know myself
and sum it up and give it to you in a little package
I know a few people my age who have a strong sense of self,
I mean, you have to question their motivations
everything around them is absolute chaos
the people falling over themselves,
screaming and taunting to get a reaction
The first thing I want to say to them is,
that I feel so boring
and that it’s fleeting
But as pretty as it is to watch
and as nice as it is to have watched
All I’m thinking of is the fact that everything that I say is going to be criticized-
not criticized, just evaluated and analyzed
She’s like a little vessel
What a faker!
I love how she goes up there and tries to be so serious.
Why does she always try to sound so smart when she's not smart?
I don’t care about the voracious, starving shit eaters
who want to turn truth into shit
I prefer to be hated than be false and fool people
I think romance is anything honest
As long as it's honest, it's so disarming
But then I think to myself, God damn it, shut the fuck up