fucking fat

[saint_facade]

imagine struggling with this every time you put food in your mouth.
an addiction always on the verge of attacking.
something you have to do to survive.
but one small step past necessity, and you are failing.
and crushed.
and thinking of that next sweet moment
you get to swallow the next thing.
push your teeth through it.
love it
hate it
can't stop since you need it
to live

and to have someone you love diminish this problem because of another.