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I'm done trying. I'm doing what I should have done all along; stop pushing for the impossible.
I'm just going to have fun with my life, like I should have all along.
I don't need to be looking for a specific goal in life right now; no one does. You'll just take the wrong path.
It's idiotic. The whole "American Dream" bullshit, everyone should be a "hardworking citizen, have a white picket fence, have goals and aspire to be a great leader" yadda yadda.
You honestly think Gandhi or Buddha or Joan D'Arc actually did what they did to become great? Because they felt the need for purpose? Maybe joan, but she also thought God was pronouncing France as the Holy Kingdom.... doesn't say much.
Great people throughout history did what they did because they thought it was right, because they had the opportunity to DO what they thought was right.
Fuck Aleister Crowley and his Thelemic philosophies. The guy was a heroin addict, like everyone else involved with it. These stupid wannabe hippie mothers like my own sit around writing books about "living a better life in secularity" and "Save the Rainforest, But Kill Your Unborn Children" and "Love Thyself " are just that: Idiots. Sitting around smoking weed doesn't enlighten you to greater trains of thought; THC is a hallucinogen. It makes you dumber. If something works for you, great, wonderful, but it won't work for everyone and forcing it upon someone is a great way to either piss someone off or start another Vatican Church. Crusade elsewhere.
I'm tired of trying to please people. I will honestly do whatever it is I feel like doing with my life.
I don't give a flying fuck.