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I am officially the asshole I told myself I would never become.
Part of me tells me to let it go. It's better that we don't speak anymore. She obviously didn't care that much to begin with.
But if you ever get around to reading this, stephanie, I want you to know this.
You were the only person, in the time when i was so close to giving up entirely, who would tell the truth.
You were the only person who i could hold as proof that there are decent humans beings in this world.
You were willing to hold me up when i was falling, even if you didn't look over at me often.
You cared enough to make sure I didn't run off and never be seen again.
You were someone I always aspired to be like, somehow, someway...
I held you in the highest esteem that I have ever held a human being.
You don't talk to me.
You may never again
I am truly sorry for what I said.
I am truly sorry for judging you so harshly.
I am sorry.
As much as I know that you probably hate me now....
please at least tell me you accept my apology.
I am so sorry.
Part of me tells me to let it go. It's better that we don't speak anymore. She obviously didn't care that much to begin with.
But if you ever get around to reading this, stephanie, I want you to know this.
You were the only person, in the time when i was so close to giving up entirely, who would tell the truth.
You were the only person who i could hold as proof that there are decent humans beings in this world.
You were willing to hold me up when i was falling, even if you didn't look over at me often.
You cared enough to make sure I didn't run off and never be seen again.
You were someone I always aspired to be like, somehow, someway...
I held you in the highest esteem that I have ever held a human being.
You don't talk to me.
You may never again
I am truly sorry for what I said.
I am truly sorry for judging you so harshly.
I am sorry.
As much as I know that you probably hate me now....
please at least tell me you accept my apology.
I am so sorry.