Karma and the King
Do you ever wonder what people see when they look at you? What they think as you walk past them in the street? I find it interesting how other people come to the conclusions they do, and the ways in which they think. I can't seee how someone couldn't understand, if they listened, to how another person could come to their conclusion.
I am feeling a little better today. Slightly. Still don't know what to do about my family. I can't just leave them behind. I guess sometimes I feel so much responsibility toward them. I know I shouldn't. Maybe it is the victim in me calling out to others to find that nurturing I try to provide for others.
I give up. I am at a loss to find the answers, so I think I will stop looking and accept my fate. I was born into madness, and I will die a madman. I was about to say it is a shame you cant choose your family, but I don't believe that. We all go to where we are supposed to for the next stage of our personal evolution. I have to get through this so I can move forward to the next game. I know if I am true to myself and to everyone else, I will be alot more confortable with my fate.
I am feeling a little better today. Slightly. Still don't know what to do about my family. I can't just leave them behind. I guess sometimes I feel so much responsibility toward them. I know I shouldn't. Maybe it is the victim in me calling out to others to find that nurturing I try to provide for others.
I give up. I am at a loss to find the answers, so I think I will stop looking and accept my fate. I was born into madness, and I will die a madman. I was about to say it is a shame you cant choose your family, but I don't believe that. We all go to where we are supposed to for the next stage of our personal evolution. I have to get through this so I can move forward to the next game. I know if I am true to myself and to everyone else, I will be alot more confortable with my fate.