Pointless
I hate work! I am tired of getting up at 5 am to go trudge though a ditch full of mud,rocks, and water for seven dollars an hour. Fuck, it wouldn't matter if it was 15 dollars an hour i am just tired of working. I have felt this way for days now ever since i have been sick. I mean a few days back I felt this strange pain in my head, not like a headache, but more like whop or something busting. Ever since then I havent felt quite right. I have been pushing people away, being short tempered, and careless. Honestly I really dont care about anything right now. I am pondering if i should just climb back into the bed and rot. Seems fitting doesnt it? That I should do nothing with my life. sorta blends right In. Anyway, I guess I am gonna drag my lazy ass off to work and get bitched at for missing the last three days if I still have a job, but who cares if I do? NOt I ..