Paul

[saining]

Paul and I broke up. That relationship was so unfair to me but at least putting up with it for a month or so was better than years, right? He's conflicted and almost sounds like he wants to change his mind. I'm conflicted too but I'm trying to keep in mind it's probably for the better. I'm just not who he wants me to be and that's not my fault.

It still hurts. And in a small way, it hurts quite a bit more than I expected and in some ways, less. Ah well. I'll get over it I guess.

:/