Sick of feeling powerless
**NOTE TO SELF: I need a "badass" icon because I just realized I don't have one, and something like that would help me express things...
ANYWAY.
So you know how sometimes my dad is a dick-ass jerk? Well, apparently Eric, my younger brother, is also a dick-ass-know-it-all-misogynist fucking jerk.
I'm working on that last essay for my online class (which, by the way, I have REALLY not wanted to do, because it is annoying and I hate this class), and I needed to finish it tonight. Eric is sleeping on the couch because for whatever reason he won't sleep in the room he and Steven are supposed to share. So when I'm working on it, he keeps asking if I can work on my computer--which I CAN'T because I need the online course website and that fucking thing crashes my computer every time. So I tell him that he wakes me up every morning playing his french horn, so he can wait half a fucking hour while I finish this goddamn paper. (I said it nicely.)
At this point he starts flinging insults (among them "bitch," which I hate more than almost any word and consider it the worst insult, not to mention fucking misogynist because there isn't a corresponding word for guys) and telling me what that's different. Everything is "different" when it comes to his goddamn French horn. We all have to make allowances for him--and yet he makes allowances for nobody, even on one night out of this entire month I'm here. And yet HE calls ME selfish.
And then when he bugs me and insults me and swears at me until I just push him to get him to SHUT UP, he violently--AND I MEAN VIOLENTLY--grabs onto me and shoves me down, twice, and gets all up in my face about weak women, etc. I think I have bruises.
All I'm going to say is that I'm glad he and his long-time girlfriend broke up, because this fucking prick does NOT deserve to be with a nice girl like her.
EDIT:
Oh, I forgot about the "powerless" thing...
I'm tired of being made to feel powerless, by certain idiots, my students, and now my own family of all people. FUCK them all I guess.
AARRGGH I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!
ANYWAY.
So you know how sometimes my dad is a dick-ass jerk? Well, apparently Eric, my younger brother, is also a dick-ass-know-it-all-misogynist fucking jerk.
I'm working on that last essay for my online class (which, by the way, I have REALLY not wanted to do, because it is annoying and I hate this class), and I needed to finish it tonight. Eric is sleeping on the couch because for whatever reason he won't sleep in the room he and Steven are supposed to share. So when I'm working on it, he keeps asking if I can work on my computer--which I CAN'T because I need the online course website and that fucking thing crashes my computer every time. So I tell him that he wakes me up every morning playing his french horn, so he can wait half a fucking hour while I finish this goddamn paper. (I said it nicely.)
At this point he starts flinging insults (among them "bitch," which I hate more than almost any word and consider it the worst insult, not to mention fucking misogynist because there isn't a corresponding word for guys) and telling me what that's different. Everything is "different" when it comes to his goddamn French horn. We all have to make allowances for him--and yet he makes allowances for nobody, even on one night out of this entire month I'm here. And yet HE calls ME selfish.
And then when he bugs me and insults me and swears at me until I just push him to get him to SHUT UP, he violently--AND I MEAN VIOLENTLY--grabs onto me and shoves me down, twice, and gets all up in my face about weak women, etc. I think I have bruises.
All I'm going to say is that I'm glad he and his long-time girlfriend broke up, because this fucking prick does NOT deserve to be with a nice girl like her.
EDIT:
Oh, I forgot about the "powerless" thing...
I'm tired of being made to feel powerless, by certain idiots, my students, and now my own family of all people. FUCK them all I guess.
AARRGGH I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!