It's approaching...
So Season 6 for me is starting soon (because I believe, like most Japanese programs and American reality TV shows, in half-year seasons). I can't believe how time is going by so fast. I'm getting slightly jealous of people like Petal and co. because they're just stepping into the whole 17-19 age range, which seemed to be the most interesting period of time to me so far. It's like all the semi-problems and situations of adult life yet all the security of being a child. Sigh.. mind you I'm like the 3rd youngest out of all of us. But still.. being around the people I am around and junk.. I feel like I'm being pushed into a world I don't think I'm ready for yet. Super steady relationships? Apartments? Marriage? Kids? It's all way to fast.. I mean, I like having my days to not worry about surviving and only worry about an assignment and paper due. I mean, thinking about a job? and paying the rent?! Scary! Who the hell will hire me?! I need a 6 figure salary or I won't be able to survive. For now there's a lot of things I want but I don't know if I have the time or money to actually get it. Oh man...
Anyway, I'll be back in BU tomorrow, and then I'll be back in class the next day... Whatever... I wanted to go back to BU on Friday but since my dad paid for the ticket.. he set the date. I mean, whatever. All I'm doing right now is watching Top Model Season 3 and looking at the stuff I packed. Well, going back is good and all but I mean, I really would like time without classes. I feel like I'm gonna be rushed into the stressful life without even being prepped. Really sucks but let's pray this year it'll be better. I have a few things I'm happy about starting when I go back:
1. Less working hours at Starbucks (more time for everything else, but less cash)
2. Increased Fitrec Working Out (more money spent towards milk and protein junk)
3. More places to practice my photography (and enhancing them in Photoshop)
4. I get to go back to dancing (without the pain of choreographing anything)
5. Increased Focus on Japanese (since all of my classes are Japanese)
The only thing I'll really miss about NY is the class I took recently. Oh Felicianoooooo~! God if you weren't so expensive to teach me privately I'd become your apprentice. Well, there's still looking into dance places here and looking into growing in Boston. I need to before I head into the real world of dance. That shit is serious!!
Outside of that, my birthday approaches in 4 days. I usually go with the approach of sit back and see what everyone does for me and who cares, but this year I'm gonna be different about it and make it good for myself on my own terms. I mean, sadly the one birthday peresent I cant think of right now (dinner at The Olive Garden) can't happen because there is no Olive Garden near BU sadly. ....AHHHH! IT SUCKS!! But anyway, I also wanted to get really drunk and record it and have fun with friends, but I don't know how that'll happen. I can't even have people come up for my birthday since BU won't allow guests till only 2 weeks after Monday. It really sucks, my birthday in in 4 days but since people will be in the rush of classes starting that my birthday sorta gets swept under the rug. It sucks, especially since it's been like this since high school, which was also the first day of midterms for my high school. :-\ Whatever...
But the test for myself this season is exactly how determined am I to get the things I want done. I'm buying new clothes to show the kind of style I'm about right now, serious about changing my hair to at least be different for a bit, and just getting to the things I like, like Photoshop and Mixmeister. It's good.. but let's see how things really go. :)
...Let's go!
Anyway, I'll be back in BU tomorrow, and then I'll be back in class the next day... Whatever... I wanted to go back to BU on Friday but since my dad paid for the ticket.. he set the date. I mean, whatever. All I'm doing right now is watching Top Model Season 3 and looking at the stuff I packed. Well, going back is good and all but I mean, I really would like time without classes. I feel like I'm gonna be rushed into the stressful life without even being prepped. Really sucks but let's pray this year it'll be better. I have a few things I'm happy about starting when I go back:
1. Less working hours at Starbucks (more time for everything else, but less cash)
2. Increased Fitrec Working Out (more money spent towards milk and protein junk)
3. More places to practice my photography (and enhancing them in Photoshop)
4. I get to go back to dancing (without the pain of choreographing anything)
5. Increased Focus on Japanese (since all of my classes are Japanese)
The only thing I'll really miss about NY is the class I took recently. Oh Felicianoooooo~! God if you weren't so expensive to teach me privately I'd become your apprentice. Well, there's still looking into dance places here and looking into growing in Boston. I need to before I head into the real world of dance. That shit is serious!!
Outside of that, my birthday approaches in 4 days. I usually go with the approach of sit back and see what everyone does for me and who cares, but this year I'm gonna be different about it and make it good for myself on my own terms. I mean, sadly the one birthday peresent I cant think of right now (dinner at The Olive Garden) can't happen because there is no Olive Garden near BU sadly. ....AHHHH! IT SUCKS!! But anyway, I also wanted to get really drunk and record it and have fun with friends, but I don't know how that'll happen. I can't even have people come up for my birthday since BU won't allow guests till only 2 weeks after Monday. It really sucks, my birthday in in 4 days but since people will be in the rush of classes starting that my birthday sorta gets swept under the rug. It sucks, especially since it's been like this since high school, which was also the first day of midterms for my high school. :-\ Whatever...
But the test for myself this season is exactly how determined am I to get the things I want done. I'm buying new clothes to show the kind of style I'm about right now, serious about changing my hair to at least be different for a bit, and just getting to the things I like, like Photoshop and Mixmeister. It's good.. but let's see how things really go. :)
...Let's go!