rain drops on roses and whiskers on kittens
So i'm smitten, again. Still ken, the guy from my date last week. he's great, and he's lasted a whole week! bonus. being around him is so wonderful. i swear we do so many simple but lovely things together that one day is a weeks worth of happiness. I dont want to get used to it though because the higher up someone brings another person, the harder they crash when it's over. I'm niave, no doubt, but not so much to think that this man is any different than the rest. Most men are fun to hangout wiht at first. I wonder how long the happy grace period will last. but for now i'm on cloud nine. Kisses that could melt the north pole. Coffee shops around the corner in manhattan. Great body and muscle tone. Healthy foods and dinners out. And the way he holds me, so strong and yet so gentle... sigh...Good beer, and lots of dancing. I love dancing. the dancing part makes me so happy. it's so great, almost too great. like i'm almost waiting for the bad part to be revealed. I don't want to be self defeating by protecting my little heart from harm. She's been up and down, and upside down. I'm trying so hard to enjoy it and not worry about how i will turn out. i want him to miss me though. he's going to alabama for a few days. Monday, tuesday and wednesday i think, and that will be really good cause that way we get a nice refreshing break from eachother. And he'll come back either missing me, or not. So... i'm not going to hold my breath for anything though. I think Ken and i are going to the bat cave again this saturday. we will paint the town black. Wish me luck my freinds. I'm tired of heartbreak.