What's New?
Well I have come to realize that no one reads my journal, I think that's why I don't really write in it. Well a year ago today Steve and I broke up, well Steve broke up with me because distance was to much. Any ways all I do is work, having 2 jobs is not as glamorous as it sounds, but it keeps me out of trouble and I get some extra cash. I can not weight till spring! I have already started to think about the shit I am going to get done in the yard this year! I want to clear out a spot in the back yard for a bench and a table, I am going to finish up the pond I put in last year, and I hope to get some top soil so I can feel in some holes in all the flower beds so I can put flowers in them! One other thing, my friend Taylor is eloping on Wednesday and her boyfriend John is shipping out Monday next week. I am really hurt because we were so close and I can't go to the court house with her, she said that our friend Myke is going to go, but we were together everyday for like a year and its bull shit I have a right to be there as well! I mean if you were going to elope and not want me to go then don't even fucking bother to tell me, I mean if it were you and this happened to would it not make you feel like shit? I want to die! oh well I think I will go eat subway, later.