Men aren't shit and will be treated accordingly.
So I just had this fucked up conversation with Brett...who for some reason wants...whatever from me:
Brett Aton: ;-)
Milkshake 2020: hey u
Brett Aton: ho gorgeous
Brett Aton: hi
Brett Aton: woops
Milkshake 2020: hi
Brett Aton: its me brett
Milkshake 2020: yes I know lol
Brett Aton: so i been thinkin bout cha
Milkshake 2020: really
Brett Aton: yup
Milkshake 2020: ahh
Brett Aton: thinking about how good your tongue felt in me
Milkshake 2020: is that all I am to u...a tounge that felt good?
Brett Aton: wow!
Brett Aton: so far...
Brett Aton: i guess
Milkshake 2020: Brett, I am going to be real here, I am looking for more now days....you have a bf and seeing as I am nothing more than a tounge to you, what can we offer each other outside of friendship?
Brett Aton: ok understood
Brett Aton: u want me to start my cam?
Milkshake 2020: no
Milkshake 2020: what is it that you want from me...out of this? casue I am looking for soemthing stable
Brett Aton: Johnny, i want to kiss you
Milkshake 2020: why?
Brett Aton: becuz im highly attracted to you
Milkshake 2020: mmm why?
Brett Aton: well
Brett Aton: well for one, u r really cute to me, and i just wanna lick u all over, and 2- i really think u have a great personality, u always take charge of the conversation and make me have to think and i enjoy it
Milkshake 2020: well then why are u still with ur bf besides the fact you "love" him
Brett Aton: he is a good guy
Brett Aton: stable
Brett Aton: we have a lot in comen
Milkshake 2020: yes but u want to kiss another man......lol
Brett Aton: but after 10 years our sexuality is very stale
Milkshake 2020: mm
Brett Aton: all i can say is that whenever u message me i get excited
Brett Aton: im sorry if thats wrong
Milkshake 2020: I just dont want to be the "other" person...I want to not have to sneak around and things
Brett Aton: i respect that
Milkshake 2020: and u would have to be hot..ugh
Brett Aton: listen, me and damon have been open for the past 2 years
Brett Aton: its just recently that he has wanted to be monogomus again
Milkshake 2020: well what do u want? what are u looking for
Brett Aton: i want to see u without having to dump damon
Milkshake 2020: if he wants monogomy, I am not going to duck and dodge
Milkshake 2020: sooo...idk what to tell you
Brett Aton: what if i can get him to agree that i can see u?
Milkshake 2020: a permission slip
Brett Aton: yes, would u be comfortable with that?
Milkshake 2020: let me get back to you on that
Milkshake 2020: a permission slip....and what if he says "no"
Brett Aton: he wont
Milkshake 2020: what makes u so sure?
Brett Aton: becuz there is a guy he wants
Milkshake 2020: exscuse me?
Brett Aton: there is a guy that he wants to have sex with
Milkshake 2020: I got that..but he wants too...does he do either of u know what you want?
Milkshake 2020: lol
Brett Aton: i guess not
Milkshake 2020: ok
Brett Aton: well im a little disapointed.. i hope to catch u in a better mood later
Milkshake 2020: why are u disapointed
Brett Aton: cuz i really do like u
Brett Aton: going invisible
Brett Aton has signed out. (4/1/2007 1:49 PM)
Milkshake 2020: ok
Brett Aton: i get a boner everytime we chat
Brett Aton: i m sorry
Milkshake 2020: U only want me for sex.....lol
Brett Aton: my attraction to you is very mental though
Milkshake 2020: mmm
Brett Aton: but i do want to have sex with u
Milkshake 2020: lol
Brett Aton: so if damon says ok, will u at least meet with me?
Milkshake 2020: we can like meet for coffee or something
Brett Aton: thats what i mean
Milkshake 2020: alright
Milkshake 2020: we can do that
Brett Aton: so wednesday?
Brett Aton: or monday
Brett Aton: day?
Milkshake 2020: tomorrow is good
Brett Aton: in the morning?
Brett Aton: like 10 am?
Brett Aton: too early?
Milkshake 2020: ok
Milkshake 2020: works for me
Brett Aton: do u live in the same place?
Milkshake 2020: no down the street from it , got a house a year ago
Brett Aton: ok i need directions
Milkshake 2020: my address is 5219 W. 36th street
Milkshake 2020: mapquest would prob be best
Brett Aton: ok
Brett Aton: wahts your #?
Milkshake 2020: 291-1172
Brett Aton: can i call u right now?
Milkshake 2020: ok let me get offline
We have chatted for years and it was as if I was nothing more to him than a hole, then he told me on the phone that he already has enough friends...he wants a sex partner..I know see why some people look down on gay men. The he gets back online and does this:
brett: :-/
Milkshake 2020: what?
brett: lick me
Milkshake 2020: nope
Milkshake 2020: you really hurt my feelings witht he hole you have enough friends comment....so why should I ever want to do anything with you at this or any point
Milkshake 2020: whole*
brett: cuz u do
Milkshake 2020: exscuse me?
brett: u ant to
brett: wamt
brett: want
Milkshake 2020: umm no
brett: y?
Milkshake 2020: read above for ex[lanation
Milkshake 2020: explanation
brett: do u still think im cute?
Milkshake 2020: I think you are a very attractive man, that's not the issue
brett: what if i paid u?
Milkshake 2020: exscuse me!
Milkshake 2020: paid me?!
brett: yes
Milkshake 2020: have you lost your mind....what I'm just some fuckin hooker
Milkshake 2020: to you
brett: i dunno yet
Milkshake 2020: WHAT!
Milkshake 2020: I have never been so insulted in my life
brett: whatever
Milkshake 2020: I don't want your money, I told you what I wanted, your friendship but you can't give me that but you can give me money. I am not a hooker so don;t fuckin treat me like one
Milkshake 2020: and ur apology on the phone is really bull shit now since you hvae offered me money
Milkshake 2020: thanks Brett know how to make me feel wanted
With that I am done with the communiy of gay men as a whole and men in gerneral are nothing to me. You all have shown that well men ain't shit, homos are evil and I am over it all.....so I am done with men, better to be alone then treated like a piece of trash or some hoe on the cornor. I wish the best of luck to the rest of you
Brett Aton: ;-)
Milkshake 2020: hey u
Brett Aton: ho gorgeous
Brett Aton: hi
Brett Aton: woops
Milkshake 2020: hi
Brett Aton: its me brett
Milkshake 2020: yes I know lol
Brett Aton: so i been thinkin bout cha
Milkshake 2020: really
Brett Aton: yup
Milkshake 2020: ahh
Brett Aton: thinking about how good your tongue felt in me
Milkshake 2020: is that all I am to u...a tounge that felt good?
Brett Aton: wow!
Brett Aton: so far...
Brett Aton: i guess
Milkshake 2020: Brett, I am going to be real here, I am looking for more now days....you have a bf and seeing as I am nothing more than a tounge to you, what can we offer each other outside of friendship?
Brett Aton: ok understood
Brett Aton: u want me to start my cam?
Milkshake 2020: no
Milkshake 2020: what is it that you want from me...out of this? casue I am looking for soemthing stable
Brett Aton: Johnny, i want to kiss you
Milkshake 2020: why?
Brett Aton: becuz im highly attracted to you
Milkshake 2020: mmm why?
Brett Aton: well
Brett Aton: well for one, u r really cute to me, and i just wanna lick u all over, and 2- i really think u have a great personality, u always take charge of the conversation and make me have to think and i enjoy it
Milkshake 2020: well then why are u still with ur bf besides the fact you "love" him
Brett Aton: he is a good guy
Brett Aton: stable
Brett Aton: we have a lot in comen
Milkshake 2020: yes but u want to kiss another man......lol
Brett Aton: but after 10 years our sexuality is very stale
Milkshake 2020: mm
Brett Aton: all i can say is that whenever u message me i get excited
Brett Aton: im sorry if thats wrong
Milkshake 2020: I just dont want to be the "other" person...I want to not have to sneak around and things
Brett Aton: i respect that
Milkshake 2020: and u would have to be hot..ugh
Brett Aton: listen, me and damon have been open for the past 2 years
Brett Aton: its just recently that he has wanted to be monogomus again
Milkshake 2020: well what do u want? what are u looking for
Brett Aton: i want to see u without having to dump damon
Milkshake 2020: if he wants monogomy, I am not going to duck and dodge
Milkshake 2020: sooo...idk what to tell you
Brett Aton: what if i can get him to agree that i can see u?
Milkshake 2020: a permission slip
Brett Aton: yes, would u be comfortable with that?
Milkshake 2020: let me get back to you on that
Milkshake 2020: a permission slip....and what if he says "no"
Brett Aton: he wont
Milkshake 2020: what makes u so sure?
Brett Aton: becuz there is a guy he wants
Milkshake 2020: exscuse me?
Brett Aton: there is a guy that he wants to have sex with
Milkshake 2020: I got that..but he wants too...does he do either of u know what you want?
Milkshake 2020: lol
Brett Aton: i guess not
Milkshake 2020: ok
Brett Aton: well im a little disapointed.. i hope to catch u in a better mood later
Milkshake 2020: why are u disapointed
Brett Aton: cuz i really do like u
Brett Aton: going invisible
Brett Aton has signed out. (4/1/2007 1:49 PM)
Milkshake 2020: ok
Brett Aton: i get a boner everytime we chat
Brett Aton: i m sorry
Milkshake 2020: U only want me for sex.....lol
Brett Aton: my attraction to you is very mental though
Milkshake 2020: mmm
Brett Aton: but i do want to have sex with u
Milkshake 2020: lol
Brett Aton: so if damon says ok, will u at least meet with me?
Milkshake 2020: we can like meet for coffee or something
Brett Aton: thats what i mean
Milkshake 2020: alright
Milkshake 2020: we can do that
Brett Aton: so wednesday?
Brett Aton: or monday
Brett Aton: day?
Milkshake 2020: tomorrow is good
Brett Aton: in the morning?
Brett Aton: like 10 am?
Brett Aton: too early?
Milkshake 2020: ok
Milkshake 2020: works for me
Brett Aton: do u live in the same place?
Milkshake 2020: no down the street from it , got a house a year ago
Brett Aton: ok i need directions
Milkshake 2020: my address is 5219 W. 36th street
Milkshake 2020: mapquest would prob be best
Brett Aton: ok
Brett Aton: wahts your #?
Milkshake 2020: 291-1172
Brett Aton: can i call u right now?
Milkshake 2020: ok let me get offline
We have chatted for years and it was as if I was nothing more to him than a hole, then he told me on the phone that he already has enough friends...he wants a sex partner..I know see why some people look down on gay men. The he gets back online and does this:
brett: :-/
Milkshake 2020: what?
brett: lick me
Milkshake 2020: nope
Milkshake 2020: you really hurt my feelings witht he hole you have enough friends comment....so why should I ever want to do anything with you at this or any point
Milkshake 2020: whole*
brett: cuz u do
Milkshake 2020: exscuse me?
brett: u ant to
brett: wamt
brett: want
Milkshake 2020: umm no
brett: y?
Milkshake 2020: read above for ex[lanation
Milkshake 2020: explanation
brett: do u still think im cute?
Milkshake 2020: I think you are a very attractive man, that's not the issue
brett: what if i paid u?
Milkshake 2020: exscuse me!
Milkshake 2020: paid me?!
brett: yes
Milkshake 2020: have you lost your mind....what I'm just some fuckin hooker
Milkshake 2020: to you
brett: i dunno yet
Milkshake 2020: WHAT!
Milkshake 2020: I have never been so insulted in my life
brett: whatever
Milkshake 2020: I don't want your money, I told you what I wanted, your friendship but you can't give me that but you can give me money. I am not a hooker so don;t fuckin treat me like one
Milkshake 2020: and ur apology on the phone is really bull shit now since you hvae offered me money
Milkshake 2020: thanks Brett know how to make me feel wanted
With that I am done with the communiy of gay men as a whole and men in gerneral are nothing to me. You all have shown that well men ain't shit, homos are evil and I am over it all.....so I am done with men, better to be alone then treated like a piece of trash or some hoe on the cornor. I wish the best of luck to the rest of you