so.... yeah

[sailorlane]

i'm very lonely up here... its kinda weird, because everything is just going so dang well.... but im lonely.... funny thing is, i'm not dying to go back home... besides certain circumstances, of course i like corpus christi, alot... but... i'm sick lately with confusion about how i feel about my future... everything is rather indecisive about things i feel should be talked about... the future is a long time... <> i don't know
i dont like where i've been, and im excited about where im going. but i don't like to think of the past. its weird.