I can't wait to go back into Japan...
I'm a little angry right now but this head cold is just making me to damn tired to really care about anything. My best friend needs a life though. She constantly is talking about drinking, sex, drugs and smoking. And it's retarded, so I told her to stop cause it bothers me and she doesn't. So I just begin to ignore it or tell her she's dumb every time the topic comes up, but she can't take a hint really well. I also told her to not do any of that around me, call me after she's done any of it to complain and whine for sympathy, and to never do any of it around me. So this is what's making me mad...
We go out together Friday afternoon/night. And while at the movies she constantly is leaving and text messaging through the movie. Then later we go out with some of our other friends and she's just annoying me. So I turn around and yell at her to stop being stupid and lay off the drugs. Her response? "How did you know I was taking Oxycotin? I thought I was hiding it well..." My response? "You're a effin dumb person if you've been poppin pills all night." Then she's all like, "But I need them to escape because I'm so stressed!"
Stupid. Stressed? Haha, about what you might be asking yourself? She's going to college and she's already accepted and got it paid for. She's has a good home life and gets what she wants except for a new car. She's go a job and goes to school though so that's maybe where the stress is coming from but here's the deal...I have the same schedule as her and my life is going kinda down the loo right now but I'm not stressed or anything. She's just looking for someone to give her sympathy and feed her drug issue. Specifically she's looking for me to do it and I'm not going to. Look somewheres else honey. Am I wrong to think any of this or act the way I'm acting? Ah, I don't know. All I know is, is I got a head cold and it's making me too tired to care.
Like an echo pedal, you're repeating yourself
You know it all by heart
Why are you standing in one place
Born to blossom, bloom to perish
Your moment will run out
Cause of your sex chromosome
I know it's so messed up, how our society all thinks
Life is short, you're capable
Look at your watch now
You're still a super hot female
You got your million-dollar contract
And they're all waiting for your hot track