Stupid Stupid Life
Fuck Fuck Fuck. What the hell is wrong with me. Why the hell cant I just deal with my shit and move on with my life. Why must I dwel on everything until I suck the life out of it. Why must I control everything and always have shit my studpid pathetic way. Why cannot I just be happy or sad. If I feel like shit why cannot I just admitt it and save my self the pain and effort and move on. Most people would probly not understand seeing that this would seem like a no brainer. I guess I am just fucked up what can I say. I just want to go home. I want to smell the familar sights and sounds. I want to be with the people that mean something to me. Life has to mean something. There has to be a reason to get my ass out of bed everyday and at this point I am not seeing it. Sorry to be such a downer, on the bright side three weeks of school left.
Alex
Alex