College College College
So the latest topic of fights is College. According to my parents I am anti school and a failure. I know I am never going to live up to the expectations they have set for me but thats no reason to hate me. They say I am not a normal Junior. Well, news flash I am not a normal kid I spend most my time in hospitals and I dont go to school. Most juniors know what they want to do in life. Thats bullshit, but despite popular belief I have been looking at colleges and i know what i like. It sure as hell isnt U of L, UK, or western. Yea there fine schools but not for me. So I wish my parents would have faith that I can get into another school. They think what I wanna major in is a joke. They have never had any support in anything I have ever done. I am never good enough for them. I am not as smart as all my friends. Thats obvious. I work hard to have a 3.5 GPA. They bitch about all of this but what have they done to help me. I have not had a college planner since high school. I have never taken any sat or act classes. But no its my fault it always is. I am just so sick of it. The truth really is I should have taken my Act by now and should be looking at colleges. But really when have I had time? All my time is spent trying to live up to all the other expectations my parents have set for me. Its just all a lot of stress.
Well today I am still in a lot of pain and no one seems to care. I gave my cat doobie a hair cut and he looks like a lion. I made some Chai tea but it wasnt any good. I didnt really do anything at all.
Well I have so much to do tommorow, So peace!
Well today I am still in a lot of pain and no one seems to care. I gave my cat doobie a hair cut and he looks like a lion. I made some Chai tea but it wasnt any good. I didnt really do anything at all.
Well I have so much to do tommorow, So peace!