Weekend at the lake!
I am taking a break b/c if I dont ill go crazy. I need to pack. This weekend is gonna be really fun. Making phone calls I deffentally waited til last min to get a summer job. Well i could always work for the camp thats begging for me. Instead i choose to search of a camp where i wont be as important and make less money. I am such a weried kid. I have reasons why i dont wanna work at cedar ridge but right now it looks as if i might as well. Cedar Ridge is just not as good of a camp as i am used too. I would go if Aaron my best friend there was but i dont think he is. I absoulutly hate his Brother who happens to be the dir. just for reason he makes fun of ppl and hes a real jerk. Might i mention he also looks like jesus and this is a religion camp and i am not a really religious person. Everyday they make me teach bible school. I havent even read the bible.I guess its really not about that. If i do go back it would be only for the campers that i am so attached too. They make me a better person. This way i can do good working with handicap children instead of sitting around on my ass all day. Its also very cool b/c its super close and I would get weekends off so I am not commited to camp all the time. I dont know what to do. If i dont take the job. Maybe ill get over my w/e mood about bear creek and go to a session. What can i say i am really give in when it comes to going to Bear Creek. My parents say no though. I believe the exact response was "Are you fucking crazy, you are way to sick." But i bet i can sweet talk them.I have so much to do... And i am freaking out b/c i cant find the strokes tickets or these 5 checks that i needed to deposit today. Its just b/c i am rushed when i am mellow ill find them.