life
no matter how hard you try to change things there are some things that can not be changed. And you have to Quit killing yourself trying to make them okay. You are not GOD kd and all things happen for a reason. Let it go and if it was ment to be and they still want to make things work they will come back to you. And if it was not ment to be then it will hurt less in the END! I have a major problem with trying to fix things. Things that are so broken that they are beyond repair! Maybe it is the challenge that keeps me going who knows, or maybe it is the fact that I am too damn compassionate.