what a day
Well I spoke to my mother today, and she was talking bout how dad has supposedly moved on, and that he was so in love with this new woman, I think that is so fucked up that any one would tell mom that after all she has been through with this man...., she held on to that man for 20 yrs trying to make her marriage work so that er children would have a father… and that bastard left her and his family for other women and drugs … I hate that man with all that is in me I swear.. I hate him for all the hurt he has caused my mother and for all the weight he has left her to carry alone, and all the bullshit he has put her through…but I am glad that he has decided to take a brake from the drugs….
For all of you who do not know when I was like 17 my father cut off one of his fingers and went into a deep depression….. Binging on liquor and pain killers and holding on to all the hurt he had caused his family while falling deeper and deeper into depression…. that is when my dad lost everything, sold his house, sold a business he had in center and in two days spent over 20,000 dollars on drugs…never once giving mom a dime to help raise us… me and my other siblings were the last thing on his mind when he was out living his life…. And ppl wonder why I hate men…..
I went and got my cars schedule maintenance done today… yeah I have been putting that off for a while… anyway ended up costing me 250.00 bux… i love spending money but damn….. so my car is good to go… no more maintenance for a while….thank god for HONDA’s……
Got a bigger ipod today YEAH….. I went from a 4 GB to 20…wow…. That is a hella lot of music….and it is huge compared to my mini…makes me feel like a ROCK STAR…also got ALEXADER the movie …..god Angelina Jolie is so damn hot..gggggrrrr…