missing tejas
sitting at work as usual....and it sucks. ne ways
i sit here and think about getting out of the military and then i reallize that i have nothing to go back to in texas besides my family? it is kinda sad when i think about everyone i used to hang out with... and all the stupid shit i used to do....and how all of them are still doing the same shit. still living at home with their parents, and doing drugs and dating in their lilttle circle. i also think of how they have moved on with their life... some for the better and then those who don't care if the ever change... and how it just wouldn't be the same if i did come back.. i wanna come back so bad but if i did i would have to start all over and then i would regret it. i guess cause i know that there is more to life than the shit we used to do in high school.
i mean yeah i got money to go to college now like i wanted but i don't wanna be subjected to all the bullshit along the way.... i guess this is the price i gotta pay for all the shit i've done...
i miss and love you all
kd
i sit here and think about getting out of the military and then i reallize that i have nothing to go back to in texas besides my family? it is kinda sad when i think about everyone i used to hang out with... and all the stupid shit i used to do....and how all of them are still doing the same shit. still living at home with their parents, and doing drugs and dating in their lilttle circle. i also think of how they have moved on with their life... some for the better and then those who don't care if the ever change... and how it just wouldn't be the same if i did come back.. i wanna come back so bad but if i did i would have to start all over and then i would regret it. i guess cause i know that there is more to life than the shit we used to do in high school.
i mean yeah i got money to go to college now like i wanted but i don't wanna be subjected to all the bullshit along the way.... i guess this is the price i gotta pay for all the shit i've done...
i miss and love you all
kd