Jan 28, 2005 09:03
It seems that the only time I update my journal is when I am under stress. I guess its a way for me to vent and get it all out. I just am not sure what's going on, I don't want a new house. My house is less then years old. We have 4 bedrooms up stairs and one in the basement. The basement is finished and is a big kids playground.
9' pool table, foosball table, home entertainment system, 65" HDTV, 10 person bar, keg and the list goes on. I fell like Robont, I have all the toys. But, if we buy a bigger house, in the neighborhood of 1.5, what do I get besides a bigger mortgage and stress that comes with it? Here I am complaining when I should be thanking God that I am able to even consider this. Inner turmoil here folks. Beating myself up and not allowing myself to be happy.
Well gotta work to pay the bills!