stupid doctor...
my obstetrician just called me fat... told me i was eating too much, it was too salty, and i was retaining water. fuckhead. as if i didn't feel chunky / low enough.
but fuck him, we are moving, anyways...
that's right.. i'm leaving memphis again. not quite as far away however. north of jackson, tn, to aprox. where willie's parents reside. its the middle of the country. i have mixed feelings about it. i will be terribly out of my element. not to mention, we are taking a fairly big leap of faith, here. i'm terrified that we will be too isolated, and tear on each others nerves... and that i will be shunned because of the whole small town / pagan / artist / freak thing...
but then again, its not like i really get out much here, either.
we got a brand new car... it is very very cool. '04 honda (of course) civic. 'magnesium' colored, lx model, cd player, manual, power steering, lots of muppet space... as you can imagine, my wonderful father is responsible. thanks dad, once again...
we put a deposit down on a house last night. the people really liked us for some reason, whatever that maybe. $450 / month, 2 br, 1 bath, front porch, screened back porch, double carport, ENORMOUS kitchen (gorgeous)... they had another house we looked at, but its much farther away (willie's probably gonna be working at the walmart in milan). the people want to sell it to us... but we've gotta figure out how to scrape the money together for that, first.
speaking of which, i've gotta pay some bills now. i just wanted to write and tell everyone that i wasn't sure when i'd be back on here... all goes well, soon. all doesn't, i have no idea... but i love you all. be well. must pack.... g'night!
but fuck him, we are moving, anyways...
that's right.. i'm leaving memphis again. not quite as far away however. north of jackson, tn, to aprox. where willie's parents reside. its the middle of the country. i have mixed feelings about it. i will be terribly out of my element. not to mention, we are taking a fairly big leap of faith, here. i'm terrified that we will be too isolated, and tear on each others nerves... and that i will be shunned because of the whole small town / pagan / artist / freak thing...
but then again, its not like i really get out much here, either.
we got a brand new car... it is very very cool. '04 honda (of course) civic. 'magnesium' colored, lx model, cd player, manual, power steering, lots of muppet space... as you can imagine, my wonderful father is responsible. thanks dad, once again...
we put a deposit down on a house last night. the people really liked us for some reason, whatever that maybe. $450 / month, 2 br, 1 bath, front porch, screened back porch, double carport, ENORMOUS kitchen (gorgeous)... they had another house we looked at, but its much farther away (willie's probably gonna be working at the walmart in milan). the people want to sell it to us... but we've gotta figure out how to scrape the money together for that, first.
speaking of which, i've gotta pay some bills now. i just wanted to write and tell everyone that i wasn't sure when i'd be back on here... all goes well, soon. all doesn't, i have no idea... but i love you all. be well. must pack.... g'night!