can you say... killing time?
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User Number: 144811
Date Created:5/22/01
Number of Posts: 100
Sitting around contemplating the existance of sake... and caterpillars.
Strengths: Does not kill the people who hurt her... plans to take over the world, but only for the purpose of mass producing better cookies.
Weaknesses: Does not kill the people who hurt her... instead, she moves in with their brother/sister-in-law and frightens them off the property. :)
Special Skills: umm... i make a damn good key lime pie.
Weapons: disturbing wit... sexual appetite the size of asia...
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that's ok, though, this is the first time i've had to kill in forever. not that i really SHOULD be killing it, i SHOULD be packing my shit up, but never the less, here i am... shooting time dead with a livejournal.
i'm sitting around waiting for a call from allison, so we can go scrub walls together... ooo... exciting, huh? but we get to paint the house pretty colors at some point this weekend.
i'm moving in just over a week now... i still havn't really packed much of anything. but now that i'm settled into this job and i've got school pretty much under control, it SHOULD be simpler. yeah, right...
how are things? they are what they are. complicated... very very complicated. i know this much now, i have a very long, tough road ahead of me. two paths... one is fairly normal... it makes sense, and it leads me straight into the black depths of denial... and the other? the other is lonely, dark, painful... and well, honest. so either i go backwards, become less of a person... or i suffer ALONE in many ways, for the rest of my life. sigh... stupid universe. i guess i dug myself this hole, didn't i?
allison and john swear to me that they won't let me be alone... but i wonder how on earth they can know that... and i'm still dreading the day that they no longer want me around.
anywho... yes, things really are as melodramatic as they sound. but oh well. next week, i am moving, and i'm starting a whole new adventure...
loves...