wow do parents ever suck
so my computer is being stupid and i have to rewrite this whole entry.
my parents suck. they took my phone because i cant pay my bill for the minutes i went over. i cant even afford gas for my car, let alone to try and pay for that. i am really trying to get a job, but they dont care. they wont get off my back about me not having a job. im really sick of the way they treat my sister too. they cant freakin keep her from seeing her best friend, but they are. and its crap. if my parents tried to keep my from my best friend id be like she is too. i cant belive them. they think they are helping her and they are just making it worse. they are making her hate them and they dont see it. i cant wait to go to college so i can get the fuck out of here. they are ruining my life. they took away my one thing that makes me happy and thats brad. because they took away my phone i cant even talk to him anymore. its hard enough on me he lives 1200 miles away, but now i cant even talk to him. i really hope he can come for spring break. that would make me so happy. i had the best week of my life with him and amy and brenden, i really hope he gets to come back. next year is going to be terrible. all of my friends are graduating and going off to college. i dont know what im gonna do without caitlin. and pat and brandon and blake and everyone else who is leaving. things arent gonna be the same. pp wont be the same with out caitlin there to chat with about hot guys and girls that we dont really like and to blast country music with and drink bawls and share pizza with. it wont be the same with out blake and pat, who drive my dream cars (i hate you two by the way :P jk) it wont be the same with out brandon making fun of me. nothing is gonna be the same. band wont be the same without caitlin. i wont have anyone to talk to in class, and get yelled at by the directors. cymbal line wont be the same without amy as captain, and with out mel there. im gonna miss amy and melerz so much. amy always made me feel better, and made me feel like i didnt suck, and that the work i put in to get on the line was actually worth it in the end. which it was. at least ill still have some people around here i think. like brenden. what would i do without brenden. he has been such a good friend to me, i dunno what id do with out him. he never fails to make me laugh and smile. despite his stupidity sometimes, i still love him to the maxX. and his car can totally rape yours :P except when its broken that is.
im not lookin forward to my senior year at all. i want my caitlin to stay with me. it wont be the same without her. i mean, i have other friends who are in my grade, but im not included in that circle at all. it just, it just cant compare with the bond i have with caitlin and all the guys at pp. i dunno what id do without you guys. i dunno what id do without brad either. he always makes me feel so much better.
well im complaining now.
on the upside my weekend was pretty good.
i learned how to play texas hold em (poker) and actually played pretty well too.
got to see kevin. havent seen him in quite some time.
might get a job at black eyed pea due to my sweet hookups. lol.
yeah well thats all now.
my parents suck. they took my phone because i cant pay my bill for the minutes i went over. i cant even afford gas for my car, let alone to try and pay for that. i am really trying to get a job, but they dont care. they wont get off my back about me not having a job. im really sick of the way they treat my sister too. they cant freakin keep her from seeing her best friend, but they are. and its crap. if my parents tried to keep my from my best friend id be like she is too. i cant belive them. they think they are helping her and they are just making it worse. they are making her hate them and they dont see it. i cant wait to go to college so i can get the fuck out of here. they are ruining my life. they took away my one thing that makes me happy and thats brad. because they took away my phone i cant even talk to him anymore. its hard enough on me he lives 1200 miles away, but now i cant even talk to him. i really hope he can come for spring break. that would make me so happy. i had the best week of my life with him and amy and brenden, i really hope he gets to come back. next year is going to be terrible. all of my friends are graduating and going off to college. i dont know what im gonna do without caitlin. and pat and brandon and blake and everyone else who is leaving. things arent gonna be the same. pp wont be the same with out caitlin there to chat with about hot guys and girls that we dont really like and to blast country music with and drink bawls and share pizza with. it wont be the same with out blake and pat, who drive my dream cars (i hate you two by the way :P jk) it wont be the same with out brandon making fun of me. nothing is gonna be the same. band wont be the same without caitlin. i wont have anyone to talk to in class, and get yelled at by the directors. cymbal line wont be the same without amy as captain, and with out mel there. im gonna miss amy and melerz so much. amy always made me feel better, and made me feel like i didnt suck, and that the work i put in to get on the line was actually worth it in the end. which it was. at least ill still have some people around here i think. like brenden. what would i do without brenden. he has been such a good friend to me, i dunno what id do with out him. he never fails to make me laugh and smile. despite his stupidity sometimes, i still love him to the maxX. and his car can totally rape yours :P except when its broken that is.
im not lookin forward to my senior year at all. i want my caitlin to stay with me. it wont be the same without her. i mean, i have other friends who are in my grade, but im not included in that circle at all. it just, it just cant compare with the bond i have with caitlin and all the guys at pp. i dunno what id do without you guys. i dunno what id do without brad either. he always makes me feel so much better.
well im complaining now.
on the upside my weekend was pretty good.
i learned how to play texas hold em (poker) and actually played pretty well too.
got to see kevin. havent seen him in quite some time.
might get a job at black eyed pea due to my sweet hookups. lol.
yeah well thats all now.