first entry as an 18 year old
yessiree! im 18! that means im an ADULT! HA! as if. ill never grow up lol. i guess being 18 so far hasnt been too bad. i mean, hey, im legal now. lol. noone is off limits really now. hahaha. hm...i dont know what else to write. this used to be easy, now nothing seems important enough to write about. oh wait. i know. im in...wait for it...love *sigh*. now if only i could say something to him. the other day it just hit me. i love him. how could i not see it before. how was i so blind. hes been there for me for what seems like forever, and i never even thought about it. and now, i cant stop thinking about it, or him. wow i sound like such a little girl when reading what i wrote. i guess *love* does that to you. ok im off to dream about mister perfect (even though i can never have him) ~tear~ later all