Instant Gratification

Oct 18, 2007 23:02

I am the walking talking breathing example of what instant gratification means. It means doing everything for yourself and never for anything or anyone else. It means putting yourself and what you want first.
It means you you you. Not in an ego way.
I always pick me now. Always. This is why I see an issue possibly with a future for me.
Not like as in a continuing to live way.
If I always make my decisions that are best for me. Then who will want to be with me knowing I'll never put them first but more importantly why will I ever stick with a person when I always will be looking to put me first.
Always I will put what I think is in MY and solely my best interest. I will always put what I want to do in front of anything else.
To a degree
My morals on the sich will be the trumping card.
the issue:
How do I justify being with someone that says "I love you" when I can say it back, but somehow I don't know if it means the same thing.
I love you but I come first and you won't. Likely ever.
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