"no boys allowed" scratch that... "no crying allowed" boys.. or otherwise
my birthday is in a week
i turn 20
i like many guys right now...
one has a gf of almost 3 years..knows i dated his brother..not goin anywhere
one is younger and likes a 16 year old... im turnin 20
one been there and blocked...
one been there and now is going for a girl i know... and he doesnt know i know
one... lives far away... doesnt know i like him either... lol.... knew i used to like him tho
hmmmmph
another far far away... might know? who knows... lol
and i liked his friend too
damnit
my love life is damn right fucked up
no guys that dont have shit attached to the possibility of somethin happenin....
i like them... but in reality i like them all so its obvious i dont really like them that much
or i just shelter myself from actually liking them cuz i got screwed over by mr i like you and then i block you...
haha if you dont let yourself like anyone more than any of the other ones you kinda like then you dont get hurt when it doesnt go any farther...
i will never get farther cuz i've let myself go that step and be majorly screwed over ... worth it? yah... cuz thats life but otherwise no....
exactly 3 people i have cried over... exactly 3...
ya dont know but i have ... oh man.... dated WAY MORE than that... hahhaha way more
and the last... im single now for awhile before i find someone that is worth it... really worth it....
worth takin the chance at being hurt...
the last..?
worth it...... i would still say that now... which i hate
i hate that he made me cry
hate it
i dont cry... boys are not worth crying over...
no crying allowed
i turn 20
i like many guys right now...
one has a gf of almost 3 years..knows i dated his brother..not goin anywhere
one is younger and likes a 16 year old... im turnin 20
one been there and blocked...
one been there and now is going for a girl i know... and he doesnt know i know
one... lives far away... doesnt know i like him either... lol.... knew i used to like him tho
hmmmmph
another far far away... might know? who knows... lol
and i liked his friend too
damnit
my love life is damn right fucked up
no guys that dont have shit attached to the possibility of somethin happenin....
i like them... but in reality i like them all so its obvious i dont really like them that much
or i just shelter myself from actually liking them cuz i got screwed over by mr i like you and then i block you...
haha if you dont let yourself like anyone more than any of the other ones you kinda like then you dont get hurt when it doesnt go any farther...
i will never get farther cuz i've let myself go that step and be majorly screwed over ... worth it? yah... cuz thats life but otherwise no....
exactly 3 people i have cried over... exactly 3...
ya dont know but i have ... oh man.... dated WAY MORE than that... hahhaha way more
and the last... im single now for awhile before i find someone that is worth it... really worth it....
worth takin the chance at being hurt...
the last..?
worth it...... i would still say that now... which i hate
i hate that he made me cry
hate it
i dont cry... boys are not worth crying over...
no crying allowed