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i dont get it. and im fairly sure i never will. It doesnt make any sense. i know everyone says it makes no sense. everyone feels the same way as i do.
robbie was only 16 years old. You dont even start living when you're 16 years old. You are at the beginning of a long journey of finding yourself and growing up. He never got the chance to do that. Its just not fair. and i isnt fair that no matter how many people say that and truely beleive it, itll never bring him back.
itll never bring lysh back either. I never really realized how much of an impact lysh had on me until she was gone. She was the glue that held alot of people together. She was such an amazing friend. i used to sit and talk to her onlnie at like 2 in the morning, i knew shed just always be there. she alwys had funny stories and she was so upbeat. she was so versitle and was good friends with so many different people.
i remember L&L. i remember everyone working there were really really good friends. it was me, lysh, laura, sarah, travis, tommy, jason briggs, duffy, heather joss, EP, greggy, tizz. everything was so surreal. everyone would hang out at work, hang out after work, and everything was so carefree and fun. wed take eachother shifts. everyone was just so close knit. we all did L&L zoo days together. its not like that anymore. noone is nearly as close as it used to be. and i guess i still work there because im hoping ill get that comfort again even tho i know i never will.
then when lysh died, the rest of the crew quit. i never see much of anyone anymore. everyone just drifted apart. she was really the one that kept me in touch with alot of people. she had so much going for her. the girl was absolutely beautiful and now, shes gone
ALwayS ReMemBer 8.23.04
i love you lysh.