Fuckity, fuck, fuck
The boss lady put the smackdown on me yesterday for being on tumblr. Woe. It's not like I don't get my work done, but she doesn't like the way it looks. Bah, humbug. Must do better.
ION, had a splendid time up in Door County. Fireworks were excellent, as usual. Ate too much, as usual. And spent, not too terribly much. I do as much Christmas shopping up there as possible, so I always expect to spend a little. I guess I just didn't find that much this year.
Not feeling the love in other areas, either. I feel since the doctor took me off the Clonazepam for sleeping (it's actually a time-release anti-anxiety drug) I've been feeling much worse. I have a hard time falling asleep, my mood has gone down in the shitter, nothing is happy making and I'm taking the slights all to heart way to much. And I have totally lost what little focus I have at work. I'm unhappy with my shrink and don't want to go back to her, but I should at least schedule one more appointment to see if she'll address my issues or blow me off again. Bah, humbug, again.
My roommate is finally back in the states! She'll be home on Sunday. Yay! Maybe my mood will improve a little with company around again. We'll see.
ION, had a splendid time up in Door County. Fireworks were excellent, as usual. Ate too much, as usual. And spent, not too terribly much. I do as much Christmas shopping up there as possible, so I always expect to spend a little. I guess I just didn't find that much this year.
Not feeling the love in other areas, either. I feel since the doctor took me off the Clonazepam for sleeping (it's actually a time-release anti-anxiety drug) I've been feeling much worse. I have a hard time falling asleep, my mood has gone down in the shitter, nothing is happy making and I'm taking the slights all to heart way to much. And I have totally lost what little focus I have at work. I'm unhappy with my shrink and don't want to go back to her, but I should at least schedule one more appointment to see if she'll address my issues or blow me off again. Bah, humbug, again.
My roommate is finally back in the states! She'll be home on Sunday. Yay! Maybe my mood will improve a little with company around again. We'll see.