i need to shower

[sail_awaywithme]

and sleep. for like a week.

i need to do lots of things for like a week. one thing at a time. then maybe i could function again and be right.

it's ridiculous that we can't just be. it's been four years. isn't that enough? i'm sick of it already. i just want to be.

three months was always too long. four six five? too many.

i don't know how to function... it's a problem. i'm supposed to plan. and function.

i told aleta the mono test was blood and she didn't go. oops.