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these past few days have been interesting. i break up with my boyfriend, no more than 5 minutes go by before my best friend gets him on the rebound. now if you are a relatively normal functioning human being, this might upset you, as it did me. i might have understood if the boy in question might have told me about it, but this did not happen. this is because this boy is not a normal functioning human being that one can communicate normally or sanely with. subsequently it hurt me more than i thought possible. i tried to make him see why what he did might be ya know, a bit offensive and appalling in the world of relationships. but this boy, with oh so much experience in relationships, has somehow retained an enormous ego fit for any emo boy who claims superiority to everyone and everything because he's arty. such people cannot be bothered with such trivial things as people's feelings. plus apparently he knows the meaning of life, as he claims. who can enlighten one so enlightened and all knowing? apparently my lowly, igorant views are not worth his precious time, which he makes so much of. so i realized after a bit that this boy is so closeminded he will not listen to even those he claims to care about. he said things so awful and hurtful and crushing that no human should be allowed to say the like. but than again, such petty things as avoiding hurting others are far below such an enlightened and good person. i realized such people are not worth it. i must think not of his ridiculous and hurtful behavior and words, for it has come clear that he is the type of person that only serves to satisfy him hormones and twisted disillusions and self, who wants to be bothered with that? not me. so goodbye stefano keegan d'amico, may you burn in hell.