A student's thrilling life - Part 4b [mini-series]
Title: A student's thrilling life - Give in to me (Part 4b)
Pairing: YunJae
Length: 4b/5
Rating: NC 17
Genre: smut, romance, drama
Summary: JaeJoong and Yunho are best friends and roommates for 3 years now. Living the typical student life, their days (and nights) aren't only filled with essays and exams, but of course with a lot of experimenting, too. So what happens when they're getting curious about each other?
This part and title inspired by Michael Jackson's Give in to me. Gosh, I love that song ♥
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4a
A student’s thrilling life
Part 4 b: Give in to me
The restaurant was quite fancy. It just opened two days ago, therefore the decoration was still exquisite, the service friendly and the prices bearable. There is nothing better than a grand opening if one craved for delicious food and big crowds. Maybe it wasn’t the very best place for a one month anniversary, but that was just how JaeJoong was - outgoing, chipper, always wanting to be amidst a crowd. So, for Yunho it really wasn’t a surprise when he found himself in a loud environment instead of a romantic, excluded little hide-out.
What was surprising, though, was that Jae actually didn’t seem to enjoy the numerous people who came by there table, greeting him and occassionally forcing him to small talk.
“Aish... I’m sorry about all that, Yunho. I really didn’t plan on meeting half of my class here.”
JaeJoong looked distressed, almost trying to hide whenever he spotted someone he knew in th crowd. Yunho had to chuckle.
“What’s going on, JJ? Afraid someone might notice that we’re here together?”
Even though Yunho’s face was exposing his statement as a joke, Jae looked a little shocked. “W-why do you ask that?”
“Well, not everybody takes it easy to be found out dating a guy, you know? But I’m just kidding, I know you’re selfconfident enough not to care about that.”
JaeJoong sighed, a little bit relieved maybe. “Nah, you know I don’t care about people’s view on my sexuality... deal with it or get lost. I’m just... I feel annoyed. This should be the two of us, not me talking to some acquaintances every five minutes. How am I supposed to seduce you now?”
This time, Yunho really couldn’t do anything but laughing out loud. “First round hasn’t been satisfying, boo?”
Recollecting himself, the taller man reached out to cup the other’s hand that was lying on top of the wooden table. “I don’t care whether there are people coming by every five minutes or not. That’s just how popular you are. As long as you are here with me, out of your own will, I’m happy.”
As if to prove that his sweet words were spoken honestly, Yunho showed his cutest and brightest smile, the one he only reserved for special people. JaeJoong had to swallow hard.
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It was an early Wednesday morning when Jae returned from the bakery with a bag full of bagels and a letter in his hand. “Hey, Yun-ah, you got mail. Looks kinda elegant to me!”
Yunho looked up from the newspaper, cigarette loosely in his right hand and coffee steaming on the table. “Who is it from?”
The older raised an eyebrow and threw the latter onto the table, miraculously aiming it perfectly so that it came to a halt right in front of Yunho. “Look for yourself, darling!”
The snotty reply earned a grin as Yunho put his newspaper to the side and parked his cigarette in the ashtray. After he finally openend the letter and read it carefully - driving his boyfriend crazy with the insane amount of time spent on every single line - the younger student groaned in frustration.
“Oh dear, this can’t be true!”
Yunho closed his eyes shut and pinched the bridge of his nose with his thumb and index finger.
“W-what happened? Anything bad?” JaeJoong scooted closer, a little bit scared by his lover’s reaction.
“Aish, don’t worry... it’s just my stupid annual family reunion.”
The confusion clearly visible on the other’s face forced Yunho to elaborate on the topic a little more.
“Once every year, the Jung family holds a dinner with all the relatives crowding themselves in one house. And this year, it’s my lovely parents’ turn to organize this frenzy... uhm, Jae?”
The addressee still looked confused. “Yeah?”
“Where did you think I was disappearing to for the last 3 years? And always for a whole weekend?”
Now, JaeJoong had to look away, a little embarrassed because actually - he simply never wondered.
“I don’t know... parents? You are a grown man, you don’t have to justify your every move.”
He still had the grace to pout, a little ashamed of the fact that even though Yunho was his best friend, roommate and now even boyfriend, he’s simply never heard of an ‘annual Jung family reunion’.
“Okay, doesn’t matter anyway. This pretty little piece of paper here is the formal invitation - seems like my Mom wants to make a huge deal out of it. The women from my family are having some sort of competition about who’s arranging the most perfect party. It’s stressful, but sometimes it can be funny, when the witches start attacking each other.”
Despite his complaining tone, Yunho had a small smile on his lips while he reminisced his family’s tradition.
“Hey, Jae, what do you think about accompanying me this year?” Yunho asked suddenly, eyes wide and enthusistic, leaning closer to Jae.
“W-what? Why?” The older student was quite baffled by this idea.
“Well, they frequently ask me to finally bring you along anyway, since we’re living together for three years now and you are my best friend, so almost all of my stories have you in them as well.” The younger surely was stoked to take Jae with him.
“So… you’ll take me with you as your roommate?” Strangely, there seemed to be a spark of relief in Jae’s eyes…
“Nah, I thought we might just tell them the plein truth. You know, I don’t want us to be forced into acting all secretive and stuff. It’s a huge party, so there won’t be a big commotion and I bet my parents would love to show how open minded and up to date they are. So, I can just introduce you properly as my boyfriend.”
Frowning, Jae shifted in his chair, increasing the distance between them. “Well, uhm... Yunho, when is this weekend again?”
A little confused about Jae’s hardened face, Yunho checked the expensive invitation card again, just to make sure. “It’s in... three weeks. Starting with dinner on Friday, around 6pm.”
With much uneasiness in his features, JaeJoong replied flatly, eyes carefully avoiding the other’s gaze. “I’m sorry, Yunho, but I won’t be available that weekend.”
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On the following Friday night, Yunho was almost over his boyfriend’s refusal to go to his family gathering. The other’s reaction seemed strange, a little cold even, but maybe the younger just misinterpreted the whole situation. Perhaps, he was just pushing too hard. The older student never had been in any serious relationship for as long as Yunho knew the other, but for the last weeks, JaeJoong acted like the example of a caring boyfriend, even more so since he turned Yunho’s invitation down. But still, something felt odd about the smaller man’s behaviour, something the younger couldn’t quite put his finger on yet.
“Hey there, busy-body! Time for a break!” The pretty frame of one Kim JaeJoong draped itself over the broad shoulders of his boyfriend, stealing a peak of the workload on Yunho’s desk. Sneaking his fingers to the tanned neck in front of him, Jae started pinching at the uptight muscles there, noticing how the hours spent hunched over the desk and writing a paper had definitely taken their toll.
“What about a little massage? You really seem to need a little relaxing time...” The pretty boy purred into the other’s ear, carefully dragging him over to the bed. The smaller sat himself on top of his lover after freeing him from his shirt and poured a nice amount of massage oil onto the muscular back. Softly sliding his hands up and down, Jae started to massage the younger one, earning low grunts of gratification before he added more pressure, working the knots out of the stressed body.
After a little while, Yunho’s slightly pained hisses changed to way more content sounds which tempted JaeJoong to lean forward, upper body pressed against the masculine back, the lush lips close to the other’s ear as he started whispering.
“Your moans are the sexiest thing I’ve ever heard, my dear.”
Yunho smirked due to this comment, the other’s compliments sometimes greatly random - but it was this oddity that made him fall for JaeJoong even more. The ever-confusing riddle that wanted to be solved. The younger turned around a little, careful not to throw JaeJoong from his back and kissed the black-haired beauty, slow and gentle.
“Turn around” the older ordered in between their sensual kisses, lifting his lower half a little and supporting his weight on his knees to make it easier for Yunho to move.
“And now lie back and enjoy!”
Careful to savour all sensations he could get out of Yunho’s delicious body, Jae connected his plump lips with the soft, golden skin, kissing from the well defined jawline down the alluring neck, only stopping to spend some extra attention on the protruding adam’s apple. When Yunho’s hand sneaked upwards to touch his boyfriend’s delectable body, the older slapped them away, shaking his head with a cheeky smirk on his face. “Nah, Yunho-ah, who gave you permission to actually do something? This time, let me do all the work and enjoy~ you’ll like it, I promise!”
Languidly, the older went further down on his journey, occasionally taking stops to nibble on the strong collarbones or to lick around the thrilling temptation that was the younger’s hardening nipple, but never forgetting about the ultimate goal. While his wet kisses lazily trailed along the sternum and towards the little hollow of Yunho’s belly button, his hands were busily stroking every patch of skin his lips neglected, effectfully forcing goosebumps all over the velvet skin and sweet sighs out of that heavenly mouth. When the older male’s sinfully skilled tongue eventually drew small circles around the dent, the quick fingers undid the other’s pants, talented hips simplifying the task of getting rid of the disturbing denim.
The pretty boy’s confidence wasn’t unfounded, his hot mouth and natural skills the downfall of many proud women and cocky girls before. Therefore, it was no miracle when Yunho couldn’t help the needy groan escaping his lips the moment JaeJoong swallowed his arousal in one go. “J-Jae- ahh-!”
Using his tongue to add some extra spice, the older had Yunho under his control within the shortest amount of time, the strong body glistening with sweat as the younger writhed underneath the frustratingly pleasurable ministrations of his boyfriend.
“Jae, I’m... I’m close-“
Yunho was panting hard when JaeJoong let go of his almost bursting erection and moved upwards to lie next to his utterly aroused lover. Looking deeply into the other’s eyes, Jae saw how they displayed all the hunger and want the younger felt for the older, so openly it almost scared him.
To help himself focusing on something he was familiar with, Jae took Yunho’s hand and guided him into his already unbuttoned pants while his own fingers closed themselves around Yunho’s most private part, stroking the already slick arousal. It just took the two of them a little while unitl they felt themselves getting closer to the edge, a tingling feeling already spreading through their stomachs.
“W-wait, Jae! I w-want you to...take me.”
Obeying to Yunho’s every wish, JaeJoong hastily pulled his pants further down and positioned himself at the other’s entrance, hands frantically searching for the lube that should have been somewhere on Yunho’s nightstand.
“It’s okay, forget about it. Just do me already!”
A small smirk crept onto Jae’s beautiful face thanks to the kinky side Yunho showed way too rarely. He thrust into the waiting heat and drew out a surprised gasp from the handsome boy underneath him, setting the pace to a hard and fast rhythm since they both were already close to their climax. Their sex was rough, fast and messy, hands groping and touching everywhere they could reach, lips colliding in wet, open mouthed kisses and thrusts primal and needy.
Their hips moved fast, skin rubbing against skin, setting their bodies on fire until they both came hard and dirty, their limps entangled and whole bodies shuddering.
Jae collapsed onto Yunho, not bothering to pull his member out and he calmed himself by laying his head onto the toned chest, listening to the erratic panting slowly changing into deeper, more even breaths. He felt the strong arms encircling him and placed a lingering kiss onto the molested skin over Yunho’s collarbones before he pulled out and tried to push himself away from the warm body underneath him.
“Wait. Let’s stay like this a little while, ok?”
JaeJoong stilled. Somehow, this request was one that he did find hard to follow - the arms around him suddenly felt suffocating, the warmth unbearable. “I- this is nasty, Yun. Let’s clean up a little and don’t laze around in bed all day.”
But still, the other didn’t budge.
“Why? What’s so bad about cuddling? Enjoying the aftermath? Why not lazing around in bed all day?”
Yunho’s voice appeared soft, but there was a little tremble at the end.
JaeJoong now struggled harder against the other’s hold, succeeding in sitting up. “Come on, Yunho, don’t be so mushy. Cuddling is for girls, not men.”
Yunho pushed himself up and rested on his elbows, looking deeply into the older’s eyes.
“It’s something couples do, JaeJoong, regardless of the gender.”
Nonetheless, JaeJoong descended the bed, pulling his pants back up with a face resembling nothing but a cold, emotionless mask. “So?”
There were many things displayed in Yunho’s eyes, but most of all, there was hurt.
“That’s it, huh? You’re simply afraid of a relationship?”
Now it was JaeJoong’s turn to look offended. “Damn it, Yunho, we are in a relationship. What else do you want?”
The other scoffed. “No, JaeJoong. If you mean, we are exclusive and - within these walls - call each other pet names, ok. But the moment it comes to commitment, or to displaying our status in public, you chicken out. You just cannot stand the thought of attaching yourself to another person. This is not a relationship, that is you being scared - unfortunately, you are just as afraid of losing me as of the thought of commiting yourself.”
By the time Yunho ended his accusations, he was dressed again and completely angry thanks to his own realization.
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A/N: Hey again, folks XD Aish, this chapter kind of hates me, I think... I really planned on just having two parts for chapter 4, but now... there will be a part c ^^;; Still, not everything is told that should have been told in this chap. Oh, and I think it will be 5 parts in total~means, we're almost at the end ^^ And Jae is acting like a jerk... I hope you can forgive me guys!
Anyway, tell me what you think, ok?! ♥
Ps: Did nyone notice that I used another MJ song for he 2nd part of this chapter??? Michael is simply the best!!! I love him!!!♥♥♥
Pairing: YunJae
Length: 4b/5
Rating: NC 17
Genre: smut, romance, drama
Summary: JaeJoong and Yunho are best friends and roommates for 3 years now. Living the typical student life, their days (and nights) aren't only filled with essays and exams, but of course with a lot of experimenting, too. So what happens when they're getting curious about each other?
This part and title inspired by Michael Jackson's Give in to me. Gosh, I love that song ♥
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4a
A student’s thrilling life
Part 4 b: Give in to me
The restaurant was quite fancy. It just opened two days ago, therefore the decoration was still exquisite, the service friendly and the prices bearable. There is nothing better than a grand opening if one craved for delicious food and big crowds. Maybe it wasn’t the very best place for a one month anniversary, but that was just how JaeJoong was - outgoing, chipper, always wanting to be amidst a crowd. So, for Yunho it really wasn’t a surprise when he found himself in a loud environment instead of a romantic, excluded little hide-out.
What was surprising, though, was that Jae actually didn’t seem to enjoy the numerous people who came by there table, greeting him and occassionally forcing him to small talk.
“Aish... I’m sorry about all that, Yunho. I really didn’t plan on meeting half of my class here.”
JaeJoong looked distressed, almost trying to hide whenever he spotted someone he knew in th crowd. Yunho had to chuckle.
“What’s going on, JJ? Afraid someone might notice that we’re here together?”
Even though Yunho’s face was exposing his statement as a joke, Jae looked a little shocked. “W-why do you ask that?”
“Well, not everybody takes it easy to be found out dating a guy, you know? But I’m just kidding, I know you’re selfconfident enough not to care about that.”
JaeJoong sighed, a little bit relieved maybe. “Nah, you know I don’t care about people’s view on my sexuality... deal with it or get lost. I’m just... I feel annoyed. This should be the two of us, not me talking to some acquaintances every five minutes. How am I supposed to seduce you now?”
This time, Yunho really couldn’t do anything but laughing out loud. “First round hasn’t been satisfying, boo?”
Recollecting himself, the taller man reached out to cup the other’s hand that was lying on top of the wooden table. “I don’t care whether there are people coming by every five minutes or not. That’s just how popular you are. As long as you are here with me, out of your own will, I’m happy.”
As if to prove that his sweet words were spoken honestly, Yunho showed his cutest and brightest smile, the one he only reserved for special people. JaeJoong had to swallow hard.
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It was an early Wednesday morning when Jae returned from the bakery with a bag full of bagels and a letter in his hand. “Hey, Yun-ah, you got mail. Looks kinda elegant to me!”
Yunho looked up from the newspaper, cigarette loosely in his right hand and coffee steaming on the table. “Who is it from?”
The older raised an eyebrow and threw the latter onto the table, miraculously aiming it perfectly so that it came to a halt right in front of Yunho. “Look for yourself, darling!”
The snotty reply earned a grin as Yunho put his newspaper to the side and parked his cigarette in the ashtray. After he finally openend the letter and read it carefully - driving his boyfriend crazy with the insane amount of time spent on every single line - the younger student groaned in frustration.
“Oh dear, this can’t be true!”
Yunho closed his eyes shut and pinched the bridge of his nose with his thumb and index finger.
“W-what happened? Anything bad?” JaeJoong scooted closer, a little bit scared by his lover’s reaction.
“Aish, don’t worry... it’s just my stupid annual family reunion.”
The confusion clearly visible on the other’s face forced Yunho to elaborate on the topic a little more.
“Once every year, the Jung family holds a dinner with all the relatives crowding themselves in one house. And this year, it’s my lovely parents’ turn to organize this frenzy... uhm, Jae?”
The addressee still looked confused. “Yeah?”
“Where did you think I was disappearing to for the last 3 years? And always for a whole weekend?”
Now, JaeJoong had to look away, a little embarrassed because actually - he simply never wondered.
“I don’t know... parents? You are a grown man, you don’t have to justify your every move.”
He still had the grace to pout, a little ashamed of the fact that even though Yunho was his best friend, roommate and now even boyfriend, he’s simply never heard of an ‘annual Jung family reunion’.
“Okay, doesn’t matter anyway. This pretty little piece of paper here is the formal invitation - seems like my Mom wants to make a huge deal out of it. The women from my family are having some sort of competition about who’s arranging the most perfect party. It’s stressful, but sometimes it can be funny, when the witches start attacking each other.”
Despite his complaining tone, Yunho had a small smile on his lips while he reminisced his family’s tradition.
“Hey, Jae, what do you think about accompanying me this year?” Yunho asked suddenly, eyes wide and enthusistic, leaning closer to Jae.
“W-what? Why?” The older student was quite baffled by this idea.
“Well, they frequently ask me to finally bring you along anyway, since we’re living together for three years now and you are my best friend, so almost all of my stories have you in them as well.” The younger surely was stoked to take Jae with him.
“So… you’ll take me with you as your roommate?” Strangely, there seemed to be a spark of relief in Jae’s eyes…
“Nah, I thought we might just tell them the plein truth. You know, I don’t want us to be forced into acting all secretive and stuff. It’s a huge party, so there won’t be a big commotion and I bet my parents would love to show how open minded and up to date they are. So, I can just introduce you properly as my boyfriend.”
Frowning, Jae shifted in his chair, increasing the distance between them. “Well, uhm... Yunho, when is this weekend again?”
A little confused about Jae’s hardened face, Yunho checked the expensive invitation card again, just to make sure. “It’s in... three weeks. Starting with dinner on Friday, around 6pm.”
With much uneasiness in his features, JaeJoong replied flatly, eyes carefully avoiding the other’s gaze. “I’m sorry, Yunho, but I won’t be available that weekend.”
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On the following Friday night, Yunho was almost over his boyfriend’s refusal to go to his family gathering. The other’s reaction seemed strange, a little cold even, but maybe the younger just misinterpreted the whole situation. Perhaps, he was just pushing too hard. The older student never had been in any serious relationship for as long as Yunho knew the other, but for the last weeks, JaeJoong acted like the example of a caring boyfriend, even more so since he turned Yunho’s invitation down. But still, something felt odd about the smaller man’s behaviour, something the younger couldn’t quite put his finger on yet.
“Hey there, busy-body! Time for a break!” The pretty frame of one Kim JaeJoong draped itself over the broad shoulders of his boyfriend, stealing a peak of the workload on Yunho’s desk. Sneaking his fingers to the tanned neck in front of him, Jae started pinching at the uptight muscles there, noticing how the hours spent hunched over the desk and writing a paper had definitely taken their toll.
“What about a little massage? You really seem to need a little relaxing time...” The pretty boy purred into the other’s ear, carefully dragging him over to the bed. The smaller sat himself on top of his lover after freeing him from his shirt and poured a nice amount of massage oil onto the muscular back. Softly sliding his hands up and down, Jae started to massage the younger one, earning low grunts of gratification before he added more pressure, working the knots out of the stressed body.
After a little while, Yunho’s slightly pained hisses changed to way more content sounds which tempted JaeJoong to lean forward, upper body pressed against the masculine back, the lush lips close to the other’s ear as he started whispering.
“Your moans are the sexiest thing I’ve ever heard, my dear.”
Yunho smirked due to this comment, the other’s compliments sometimes greatly random - but it was this oddity that made him fall for JaeJoong even more. The ever-confusing riddle that wanted to be solved. The younger turned around a little, careful not to throw JaeJoong from his back and kissed the black-haired beauty, slow and gentle.
“Turn around” the older ordered in between their sensual kisses, lifting his lower half a little and supporting his weight on his knees to make it easier for Yunho to move.
“And now lie back and enjoy!”
Careful to savour all sensations he could get out of Yunho’s delicious body, Jae connected his plump lips with the soft, golden skin, kissing from the well defined jawline down the alluring neck, only stopping to spend some extra attention on the protruding adam’s apple. When Yunho’s hand sneaked upwards to touch his boyfriend’s delectable body, the older slapped them away, shaking his head with a cheeky smirk on his face. “Nah, Yunho-ah, who gave you permission to actually do something? This time, let me do all the work and enjoy~ you’ll like it, I promise!”
Languidly, the older went further down on his journey, occasionally taking stops to nibble on the strong collarbones or to lick around the thrilling temptation that was the younger’s hardening nipple, but never forgetting about the ultimate goal. While his wet kisses lazily trailed along the sternum and towards the little hollow of Yunho’s belly button, his hands were busily stroking every patch of skin his lips neglected, effectfully forcing goosebumps all over the velvet skin and sweet sighs out of that heavenly mouth. When the older male’s sinfully skilled tongue eventually drew small circles around the dent, the quick fingers undid the other’s pants, talented hips simplifying the task of getting rid of the disturbing denim.
The pretty boy’s confidence wasn’t unfounded, his hot mouth and natural skills the downfall of many proud women and cocky girls before. Therefore, it was no miracle when Yunho couldn’t help the needy groan escaping his lips the moment JaeJoong swallowed his arousal in one go. “J-Jae- ahh-!”
Using his tongue to add some extra spice, the older had Yunho under his control within the shortest amount of time, the strong body glistening with sweat as the younger writhed underneath the frustratingly pleasurable ministrations of his boyfriend.
“Jae, I’m... I’m close-“
Yunho was panting hard when JaeJoong let go of his almost bursting erection and moved upwards to lie next to his utterly aroused lover. Looking deeply into the other’s eyes, Jae saw how they displayed all the hunger and want the younger felt for the older, so openly it almost scared him.
To help himself focusing on something he was familiar with, Jae took Yunho’s hand and guided him into his already unbuttoned pants while his own fingers closed themselves around Yunho’s most private part, stroking the already slick arousal. It just took the two of them a little while unitl they felt themselves getting closer to the edge, a tingling feeling already spreading through their stomachs.
“W-wait, Jae! I w-want you to...take me.”
Obeying to Yunho’s every wish, JaeJoong hastily pulled his pants further down and positioned himself at the other’s entrance, hands frantically searching for the lube that should have been somewhere on Yunho’s nightstand.
“It’s okay, forget about it. Just do me already!”
A small smirk crept onto Jae’s beautiful face thanks to the kinky side Yunho showed way too rarely. He thrust into the waiting heat and drew out a surprised gasp from the handsome boy underneath him, setting the pace to a hard and fast rhythm since they both were already close to their climax. Their sex was rough, fast and messy, hands groping and touching everywhere they could reach, lips colliding in wet, open mouthed kisses and thrusts primal and needy.
Their hips moved fast, skin rubbing against skin, setting their bodies on fire until they both came hard and dirty, their limps entangled and whole bodies shuddering.
Jae collapsed onto Yunho, not bothering to pull his member out and he calmed himself by laying his head onto the toned chest, listening to the erratic panting slowly changing into deeper, more even breaths. He felt the strong arms encircling him and placed a lingering kiss onto the molested skin over Yunho’s collarbones before he pulled out and tried to push himself away from the warm body underneath him.
“Wait. Let’s stay like this a little while, ok?”
JaeJoong stilled. Somehow, this request was one that he did find hard to follow - the arms around him suddenly felt suffocating, the warmth unbearable. “I- this is nasty, Yun. Let’s clean up a little and don’t laze around in bed all day.”
But still, the other didn’t budge.
“Why? What’s so bad about cuddling? Enjoying the aftermath? Why not lazing around in bed all day?”
Yunho’s voice appeared soft, but there was a little tremble at the end.
JaeJoong now struggled harder against the other’s hold, succeeding in sitting up. “Come on, Yunho, don’t be so mushy. Cuddling is for girls, not men.”
Yunho pushed himself up and rested on his elbows, looking deeply into the older’s eyes.
“It’s something couples do, JaeJoong, regardless of the gender.”
Nonetheless, JaeJoong descended the bed, pulling his pants back up with a face resembling nothing but a cold, emotionless mask. “So?”
There were many things displayed in Yunho’s eyes, but most of all, there was hurt.
“That’s it, huh? You’re simply afraid of a relationship?”
Now it was JaeJoong’s turn to look offended. “Damn it, Yunho, we are in a relationship. What else do you want?”
The other scoffed. “No, JaeJoong. If you mean, we are exclusive and - within these walls - call each other pet names, ok. But the moment it comes to commitment, or to displaying our status in public, you chicken out. You just cannot stand the thought of attaching yourself to another person. This is not a relationship, that is you being scared - unfortunately, you are just as afraid of losing me as of the thought of commiting yourself.”
By the time Yunho ended his accusations, he was dressed again and completely angry thanks to his own realization.
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A/N: Hey again, folks XD Aish, this chapter kind of hates me, I think... I really planned on just having two parts for chapter 4, but now... there will be a part c ^^;; Still, not everything is told that should have been told in this chap. Oh, and I think it will be 5 parts in total~means, we're almost at the end ^^ And Jae is acting like a jerk... I hope you can forgive me guys!
Anyway, tell me what you think, ok?! ♥
Ps: Did nyone notice that I used another MJ song for he 2nd part of this chapter??? Michael is simply the best!!! I love him!!!♥♥♥