throw me a right to the chin.

[saidstrumpet]

well well, i'm terribly inconsistent when it comes to writing entries. i had so much to write and now i can't think of any of it. i'm feeling happier than i had been recently, which is good. i need to get over the anxiety that i feel due to the fact that i have absolutely no idea what i want to do here at school, or with my life. my problem is that i want to do everything and nothing. one day i want to learn 10 languages and be a translator or something, and the next i wanna be a zookeeper. specific and wholly unconnected paths in life, i think of a new one almost daily and then decide against it for whatever reason. it's so frustrating to be here and not know why the hell i'm doing this. anyway i think i'm going to move on to littler things. i have ghetto flat ball and then ultimate practice today, and tommorow is our game at adelphi! i'm hoping i'll be starting lineup, even though it doesn't really matter. i look like someone beat the sit out of me from frisbee. my forearms are a travesty and i have cuts all over my stomach. that's pretty good right? yeah you know you love that! i'm getting pretty sick of being in this suite, i feel like i can't really talk to anyone in here about anything other than small talk. it's kind of depressing. i'm really excited for next semester though, i know it'll be so much better rooming with celia, and having a COMMON ROOM! and being in the netherlands which is somewhat closer to, well, everything on campus. our suite is alot greater han my current one is. umm oscars on sunday ROTK had better clean up. i want to talk to andrea lynn!!! i miss you K- NOCKS!! gahh i haven't seen sean in two weeks and i still have to wait one more to see him. the times when we have to go THREE GD WEEKS are the worst. very difficult i don't reccomend it. TOO LONG! (in "no legs" voice) i am anxiously awaiting his glorious 5 day visit, and our glorious going home together for my birfday weekend, and the glorious finding out of what he got me for said birfday. ooh speaking of which, yesterday i ordered what will be my birfday present from my parents on amazon...COWBOY BEBOP the perfect sessions, complete series box set. i really love cowboy bebop, and another reason i need to see ang is to introduce her to it, i have an inkling she'll share in my enthusiasm. well i'm babbling so im'a stop now. later cats and dames.
-kelly of the intergalactic realm.

SHOUTOUT: to cowboy bebop, for keeping me entertained and out of touch with reality.

WHISPER IN: a gd bastard who doesn't even live here being in the shower when i have to pee.