well well well
Its all about the choices you make and the sooner you realize that the better it becomes. Life is unfortunatly not about being happy all the time its about learning! Ups and downs come,you will fall, and change and get the fuck back up again. It doesn't always feel like a choice and some things are just the way they are but you only control yourself and you own emotions. Live the way you want and live your own dreams. Realize that they are out of your control and stop playing the game. They always tell you thats its ok but what if it never was, what would you do if you found the one thing that made sense, the thing that tied it all together? And now ask yourself how far you would go to keep it! Trust me I get it. I just choose to see things for what they are minus the minipulations! Anyways I suppose that was alittle deep but I felt it so thats all that fucking matters. I miss my Anthony it so strange to come home and hes not here I just feel so weird he really is my brother. I am going nuts!!! Nuts I tell you anyways I am really like confused right now I hate doing things I know aren't right!~ "yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds"
Sara look I'm not afraid to type my real name!