venting
good day and a bad day at the same time...make any sense?
part of me feels kinda dead if you want to go to the extreme. i feel like no one really understands how confused/sad/alone i am.
i miss the life i used to lead when i was a little girl. i miss being carefree, being hopeful, being...i'm not so sure actually. i understand growing up is hard and sometimes you have to say goodbye to people that mean everything to you, but nothing prepares you for the pain that saturates the word "goodbye" and leaves your face stained with a mix of tears and "what-ifs."i feel so vulnerable and like if i ever had any control over my life at all, well, it's gone now.
i don't know where i'm going. who i'm going to be. ahh frustrating stuff. i'm lost.
you know what forget it, i'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. sorry to anyone who read this pitty-party post. it was more of a stupid venting of my frustration and sadness than an actual thougt out evaluation of my feelings. until i have something important to say, i think i'll just shut up.
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...