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I finally found somet time to write on this damn thing.. I was debating for a while weather or not I was gonna keep writing in here.. But I figured what the hell.. I talked to jay today.. I was glad to have heard his voice.. I just hate that we argue over stupid stuff.. I miss how things use to be between us.. I wish I could go back... I keep tellin him I regret the mistakes I've made but I dont think he belives me .. he dwells so much on the past.. and It makes me feel as if im not good enough.. Even though he says I am.. I've been tryin to be patient b/c i know how stressed he is and how much he is missin me and xander and we miss him a lot.. I hope he comes home soon so we can talk and spend some much needed family time together..
I cooked a spaghetti tonight vicky and jess came over and i guess it came out good but since jay wasnt home i couldnt get his opinion on my first spaghetti i made alone.. and we had some kick ass texas toast to go with it.. omg I love texas toast.. it was so good i wish there was a way to make it home made and still taste the same as the box.. *sigh* i missed my church show tonight.> Joel Osteen.. I hope to catch him on next week.. When i watch that show i feel so at peace with the things that are on my mind etc.. Well its time for me to go to bed.. sweet dreams and god bless
I cooked a spaghetti tonight vicky and jess came over and i guess it came out good but since jay wasnt home i couldnt get his opinion on my first spaghetti i made alone.. and we had some kick ass texas toast to go with it.. omg I love texas toast.. it was so good i wish there was a way to make it home made and still taste the same as the box.. *sigh* i missed my church show tonight.> Joel Osteen.. I hope to catch him on next week.. When i watch that show i feel so at peace with the things that are on my mind etc.. Well its time for me to go to bed.. sweet dreams and god bless