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I've been doing pretty alright lately. I got a seasonal job at Edible Arrangements, which might be solid after Valentine's Day, and I've been busying myself around the house, taking care of neglected projects left behind so long ago. I'm trying to make myself busy so that I don't feel shitty by the end of the day. I wake up around 5, walk about 4-5 miles with my roommate, go back to sleep, wake up around 10, clean the house, etc. I left some garlic in the fridge last week by accident and it's actually growing! I've put it in a little bowl filled with an eighth of water and placed it in indirect sunlight. I would like to grow a garlic and onion garden, as well as a few herbs and a tea garden. I already make my own mint tea from the mint that grows in my backyard, and if I had additional herbs, well, that would be great.
I miss a few things. I miss being busy with a longterm goal, I miss seeing the people I used to spend time with, I miss having privacy and a room to myself. However, I need this time to be positive and alone. I have to get my shit together and the absolute last thing I want to do is join the AirCorps, which my family is enthusiatic about. My goal for right now is just to work full time until the end of summer, around the time I can pay off bills and debt, and then hopefully my family will support me going to college in the fall. If they don't, then I have no clue how I'm going to make college work out, besides the financial aid I am going to apply for soon.
That is all.
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