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LIVEJOURNAL
Oh its been so long.
Life has changed so much.
I AM SO MUCH HAPPIER WHEN I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE IN HERE BECAUSE LOOKING BACK, I NEVER HAD ANYTHING NICE TO SAY ABOUT MY LIFE. NOW I HAVE NOTHING BAD TO SAY ABOUT IT.
I didnt even need to escape myself to become a normal happy person.
Things aren't going OMGBRILLIANT... they rarely will. Someone close to me is very ill with motor neuron. She will never get better and doesnt have long to live. It is very difficult to see someone who was always so full of life, now completely paralyzed. She is also the most beautiful inspiring person I have ever met and I need to see her soon, before I no longer have the choice. My brother is about to make a HUGE mistake and is hanging up on my calls.
However,
Things are ok. I am ok and I know will be ok and happy I have a wonderful life and I do not need a place to vent like I used to... Which is an amazing feeling.
I went crazy for a long long time and I am so happy to be me again. I never thought it would happen but it has.
Oh its been so long.
Life has changed so much.
I AM SO MUCH HAPPIER WHEN I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE IN HERE BECAUSE LOOKING BACK, I NEVER HAD ANYTHING NICE TO SAY ABOUT MY LIFE. NOW I HAVE NOTHING BAD TO SAY ABOUT IT.
I didnt even need to escape myself to become a normal happy person.
Things aren't going OMGBRILLIANT... they rarely will. Someone close to me is very ill with motor neuron. She will never get better and doesnt have long to live. It is very difficult to see someone who was always so full of life, now completely paralyzed. She is also the most beautiful inspiring person I have ever met and I need to see her soon, before I no longer have the choice. My brother is about to make a HUGE mistake and is hanging up on my calls.
However,
Things are ok. I am ok and I know will be ok and happy I have a wonderful life and I do not need a place to vent like I used to... Which is an amazing feeling.
I went crazy for a long long time and I am so happy to be me again. I never thought it would happen but it has.