5 fucking years ago
Fuck this, I update this motherfucker as a means of communication and expression of my innermost feelings, and I don't get jack SHIT back, so fuck it and fuck you. I'm not even gonna try anymore. I'm not even worth the 10 seconds it takes to type a little comment, just so I know I exist apparently, so fuck it.
Adam Searle had a beautiful wedding today. Well, I should say reception, since I couldn't find my dress shoes and MISSED THE ENTIRE FUCKING WEDDING. So I wasn't already feeling like the biggest piece of shit on Earth at this point... Anyways, I only kinda got misty-eyed this time! I caught the garter belt and now it's hanging from my rear view mirror. I tried to act like a civil adult, and "bury the hatchet" over some OLD (ancient) issues, as it were, with some parties who were present, and got monstrocitized and treated like a horrible serial rapist, looked at like the scum of the earth, and had my self-esteem and dignity eviscerated and destroyed. Not that I'm not used to that, though. I really thought I was a worthwhile person, after all these years, and these stupid assholes promptly bring me back down to earth. I deserve it, I guess. Fucking couples. Fucking WEDDINGS.
I then hung out with Jon for a long time and we tried to start a game of FFVII but whenever we did Tifa's limit break the game would crash! So there's that.
Just to reiterate though, I'm done trying to talk about my feelings. This isn't some cry for help shit either, I'm fucking serious. You aren't getting shit from me anymore, starting right...now.
Adam Searle had a beautiful wedding today. Well, I should say reception, since I couldn't find my dress shoes and MISSED THE ENTIRE FUCKING WEDDING. So I wasn't already feeling like the biggest piece of shit on Earth at this point... Anyways, I only kinda got misty-eyed this time! I caught the garter belt and now it's hanging from my rear view mirror. I tried to act like a civil adult, and "bury the hatchet" over some OLD (ancient) issues, as it were, with some parties who were present, and got monstrocitized and treated like a horrible serial rapist, looked at like the scum of the earth, and had my self-esteem and dignity eviscerated and destroyed. Not that I'm not used to that, though. I really thought I was a worthwhile person, after all these years, and these stupid assholes promptly bring me back down to earth. I deserve it, I guess. Fucking couples. Fucking WEDDINGS.
I then hung out with Jon for a long time and we tried to start a game of FFVII but whenever we did Tifa's limit break the game would crash! So there's that.
Just to reiterate though, I'm done trying to talk about my feelings. This isn't some cry for help shit either, I'm fucking serious. You aren't getting shit from me anymore, starting right...now.